Night has come. The darkness has completely enveloped the world. The stars in the sky began to twinkle beautifully, with the bright city lights spreading throughout the city, a sight to behold for anyone on high.
Asyah sat, with the thick jacket he was wearing. The girl sat on the railing of the balcony, her feet on the tile with a flat roof. Don't forget to put earphones in your ears. He listened to a soothing mellow song.
The cold night breeze made Asya wince a little. However, because the warm jacket that she was wearing, Asya was able to neutralize the cold a bit.
Just be honest. For Asya, enjoying a night alone like this really calms her heart. The girl used to like the quiet atmosphere, when she lived alone in the rented house. Asya feels grateful that this servant area has a second floor where she can calm all the sweat of her mind that she feels all day because of lessons. Moreover, the condition of the second floor being vacated made Asya even more engrossed in enjoying his solitude.
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Asya fell silent when she heard a precarious snapping sound that sounded quite loud. The girl glanced in the direction of the voice. The dark conditions made it difficult for Asya to know where the movement was taking place. However, the breeze allowed Asya to inhale the refreshing mint scent. Asya could immediately conclude who was coming at that time.
A few seconds later, Sean's silhouette began to be seen clearly, the man came closer to Asya with a downcast face, not forgetting that the man's steps looked limp. Sean jumped from the roof and into the balcony area, the man was silent when he realized that Asya was sitting on the balcony railing and was now looking at him.
Sean immediately put on an annoyed face at that time. "Why are you here?! Go! This is my place!" shouted Sean angrily.
Asya was quite surprised. How come? The man suddenly came and suddenly angry with him. However, Asya was also annoyed at that time because of a burst of anger from Sean. The girl got off the balcony railing and jumped onto the terrace.
"Why are you doing this?! You know I'm often here too, why are you angry like that?!" Asked Asya did not accept.
"I want to be alone! Get out of here!" Sean shouted, raising his voice even more. The man also pushed Asya's shoulder so that Asya's back hit the wall quite hard.
Asya smirked a little. The girl hissed in annoyance. "Aish... what's wrong with you?! Why come here angry like that?!" Asya pressed back in anger as he approached, challenging Sean.
Sean looked at Asya's anger with teary eyes. His retina looked at Asya's eyes seriously, as if channeling his frustrations to Asya, hoping that Asya would understand.
"Ah never mind!" Sean gave up. The man looked away and immediately sat firmly on the cold floor.
Asya was shocked when she saw Sean who was now just sitting, bent his knees and buried his face there. Sean looks really frustrated. The girl then lowered her body and gently hugged Sean's clothes which looked very fragile that night.
"What's wrong with you?" asked Asya in a soft voice. The girl gently stroked Sean's hair, provoking Sean to say what was bothering his mind at the moment.
For a minute, Sean didn't react. Only a small sob came from the man. Really, Sean was like a child who was scolded by his mother. Silently, Sean closed his eyes tightly, recalling what had made the man sick. The man raised his hand and turned to hold Asya's hand which was still gently rubbing his shoulder.
Sean lifted his face and looked at Asya seriously, the man's eyes were red. It makes Asya more curious, what makes Sean seem frustrated like that?
"What should I do ...?" Sean asked in a voice like a whisper, making Asya raise her eyebrows not understanding, but Asya tried to listen word for word that Sean said. "Lathia... will soon be engaged to my sister. Then I, can't have it.... Asya, I can't, just hearing their engagement plan, I can't stand it.... What if they get married and live together, it's like I don't want to live anymore," Sean said quietly.
Asya was silent listening to the voices of Sean's heart. "So that's why," concluded Asya. He thought, Sean was sad because of what, it was only because of Lathia. To be honest, Asya wanted to laugh at Sean at that time.
"Sean, you are a man. If you really want to get Lathia, then act mature and you have to be a strong man," suggested Asya stroking Sean's hair slowly.
Sean shook his head. "It's useless. He has chosen Crish. I can't do anything .... Even being strong won't change anything," Sean muttered thoughtfully.
Asya smiled sarcastically. "Yes, that's it. It's a reality for you. Lathia has chosen Mr. Crish, then why are you still after him? You did a pointless thing, Sean. Don't be a destroyer in other people's relationships, especially since Crish is your own brother. If you insist, tantamount to you wanting to ruin your sister's happiness!" Asya pressed, trying to make Sean understand.
"But what about my happiness?!" Sean slapped Asya's hand, with tears starting to flow. "Why should everyone be selfish towards me? No one understands me! Even my own father, selfish! Never saw the desire from the bottom of my heart!" sarcasm the man.
"Your father?" asked Asya slowly. Sean didn't say anything.
"My father, it's not fair to me.... He is only proud of Crish, and Lathia chooses Crish. What I like... and I love, the attention I deserve, is taken by Crish...!" Sean whispered again, the man ruffled his hair in frustration.
Asya looked at Sean with pity. The man was very frustrated. Apart from Lathia and Crish's engagement plans, Asya doesn't know exactly what made Sean feel that Pak Arman was unfair to him. Asya did not expect, this arrogant and arrogant cynical man is now crying, at a low point and complaining about his life.
After all, Sean had it all. Have sufficient wealth and money, secure future, and complete parents. But what made Sean so miserable and unhappy? Asya really couldn't understand it.
"Sean, I don't know what makes you so frustrated. But, trying to accept what happened is the best. Lathia chose Crish, so you have to be lighthearted, Accept this reality and stop chasing what already belongs to someone else. Give up.. . Focus on your own heart. Chasing Lathia can keep you trapped in this suffering. Do you just want to be stuck like this?"
Sean didn't answer and was still pensive with both hands holding his head. Hearing words from Asya, Sean felt empty. He didn't want to give up, but on the other hand, Sean didn't like it if he continued to suffer. What should Sean do?!
The man then stood up from his starting position, looking at Asya seriously. That girl is really annoying, but Asya can also at least be a friend of Sean's complaints at this time.
"Asya, I need help," said Sean seriously.
"What?" asked Asya raising her eyebrows.
"Please... push me off the roof of this house." Said Sean.
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~To be continued~ yaha