my foot slipped the water was down I spilled on joy . I kissed his lips Joys lips were sweet as sugar I started to feel like I was going crazy I used my tongue when kissing him . I was so glad that he didn't pushed me away .
" Can we do anything other than kissing " I was so drunk and I wanted to kiss him and do other things as well , ask him directly I was so scared what will he answer me . I was scared to death I don't wanted to get rejected by my first crush who I love the most in this world Joy . Joy suddenly pushed me and his face was saying that he don't like me .
" Alex don't play someone's heart if you have no intentions for a serious relationship , I don't want sexual relationship with someone , I want real love I want a boyfriend and I don't think you know what you are doing , your so much drunk . I will talk to you tomorrow rest well I am leaving . "
I grabbed him from behind and told him I love you so much . don't go , I wanted to tell you for a long time but I was afraid that you will refuse me you will reject me because of this I didn't tell you anything please don't go .
" Why would I reject you ? "