Misty
Jake and Jasper joined the hug. They informed me they love me and do not wish me to leave. I started to have a panic attack. It grew to the point that I passed out. All that was happening and everything that was said was too much for me to handle all at once. I woke up in a emergency room. Why am I here? I slowly sat up and a nurse came up to me. She asked how I was feeling and did this happen before? I did not wish to talk to her or anyone. I just nodded my response. She informed me she will get the physician. I nodded once more. I pondered about everything Kane informed me about. No one wanted me. Everything was a lie. All I can recall about the "dog" attack is, I was five in the woodlands and then I was assaulted. I do not recall how I got to the woods nor how I got out. I recall the emergency room and explaining to the doctors and nurses that I was attacked by wolves. Everyone kept informing me that I was wrong, and they were dogs. The doctor presented me with a picture of the breed of dog that attacked me. He presented me a picture of a husky. A husky did not attack me. What attacked me was bigger than a husky, or any dog, for that matter. I remember little after that until the woman I considered my mother beating me. The doctor finally came into the room. He did the same thing every doctor does. He introduced himself and asked all the same questions the nurse just asked. I just nodded. The doctor informed me he was putting me on a new drug. I had to get up so I could be weighed. The doctor looked at the scale while I was on it. I did not look at it myself, for I did not care what it said. He told me to sit down. I did what was asked of me. The doctor asked what I eat in a day. I shrugged and told him. He asked how long I have had an eating disorder. I did not want to talk about this. I was always told I do not deserve food.
I know I don't; I eat just enough to take my sleeping pills, so I do not dream. The doctor informed me he needs to talk to my father. He added that I need help and need to talk to a therapist. The doctor asked if I was afraid to gain weight? I shook my head no. He excused himself and left. I want to tell him to put me back in the hospital. I will stay there until I am eighteen. If he will not put me back, then I will have to find a place for me to stay. I heard a knock on the door. Kane came into the room. He walked up to me and said he needs to talk to me. I looked at him and asked why did he take me in and after his wife started abusing me, why he didn't just give me away? Kane replied, he hoped that "mom" would get better and stop everything that she was doing. I asked why he didn't just let me go away when it didn't stop? Kane said that Jake and Jasper loved having a sister. I asked Kane why he stopped none of it? He put his head in his hands and said that he was blinded by love for his wife. Kane admitted that he did not know how to deal with everything. He said that we should go. I asked to go where? Kane said home. I looked at him and said I do not want to go to his house. I told him I know I paid for this month's rent, but I think it would be better for everyone if I left. Kane said that he wants to make everything right. Before I could say a word, Jake ran into the room. Jake ran to me and picked me up and said that I may not leave. I told him to put me down. Jake said he will only if I agree to go home and stay there forever. Another panic attack was coming. I just agreed, so he would put me down. Jake put me down and grabbed my hand. Jasper came in a few minutes later with my new meds. Kane took my other hand and lead me out of the room and out of the hospital. Kane said when we get home, he is going to order pizza. When we got to the van, Jake picked me up and put me in the van. It feels like I am being kidnaped. After that, everyone got in, then Kane started the van and started driving. Jasper broke the silence and asked why I left school; I informed him that someone put a dead bunny in my locker. Kane said he would call the school and tell them about it. Kane informed me I was to stay home from school for the rest of the week. I turned to Jake and inquired about the guy that grabbed me this morning. Jake informed me on his name, Toby, and that he is one of his and Jaspers friends. Jasper told a very funny joke. He said Toby likes me. I laughed and said that was not true and even if it was, he does not know me and if he did, he would run away. Jasper said that Toby wants to get to know me. I shook my head no. That means I will have to avoid him like he has the black death. Jake said he will get my schoolwork for me. I just said thanks. After some time, we returned to, well the "house". When I got out Jake grabbed my hand again. I asked why he keeps doing that? Jake said he is scared that I will try and run away. I informed him that I was not going to run away. When we got into the house, Kane said maybe I should take a shower then come down. I nodded and went upstairs. I went into my room and grabbed my bathroom bag and some clothes then headed to the bathroom.
When I got to the bathroom, I used the toilet. Just my luck, my period started. I turned on the shower and got in. After, I was done. I grabbed my bathroom bag and got out a sanitary napkin. I got dressed and left the bathroom. Going to my bedroom to put my things away. After putting my things away, I went down the stairs. I saw that their food had come. I do not know how they could get sixty pizzas, twenty-eight sandwiches, forty chicken wings, boneless and bone-in; twenty things of pasta, thirty stuffed cheesy bread, four cookie brownies, 4 lava cakes, eight salads, twenty sodas, and forty-four sauces and dressings. I asked how many people are coming over?
I guess I am going back to the cliffs for the night. I was about to go back to my room to pack a bag when Jasper grabbed me and hugged me; this is not helping. Jake just said that the Toby guy was coming over. I told them I will go pack my bag and I will leave. Jasper would not let me go. I begged Jasper to let me go, that I need to leave before his friend gets here. Jasper told me that I was not leaving, I am staying and going to eat with them. I tried to get out of his hold, but it hurt my ankle even more. Jake took me from Jasper and picked me up and said if I want my ankle to heal, I need to stop walking. Jake put me on the couch. My breathing is getting more laborious. Kane told me to breathe. How can I breathe? Kane said that I will not be in any trouble for sitting on the couch nor if Toby sees me here. Kane came up to me and hugged me. Jake informed me that Toby knows that I live here. How? I did not tell anyone! There was a knock on the door, Kane went and opened it. That dude from school walked in. His eyes landed on me. He looked concerned. He walked over to me. I stiffened. Without saying a word, he bent down and was looking at me. He grabbed one of my arms and pulled up my sleeve. I swatted at him and pulled my arm back and pulled my sleeve back down. I asked what the hell does he think he was doing? He said he smells something, but he did not say what. He looked at Kane. The dude named Toby looked at me again. This time, he looked confused and scared. What the hell is going on? Toby then took the seat next to me. I was about to move away, but Jake the fat ass made it so I couldn't. He sat right next to me on the other side. I was boxed in!