I sat up, my heart breaking. I knew it was going to be hard, but Kyran has never refused a kiss from me. Even when he was angry. Even when I chose Tony over him. But now, his face as he suddenly moved away stuck in my mind.
I drew my knees to myself, as hot tears stung the back of my eyes. I blinked rapidly, trying to stiffle them back, but it was past the stage where I could. Once the first drop rolled out my eyes I figured it was okay to cry too.
I sat on my bed, crying my eyes out, not minding that I hadn't even slept on this bed, but here I was, anointing it with tears.
I fell asleep shortly after, knowing that while I was asleep, I couldn't feel the pain of his rejection or the regret of not being wise enough to know he was the one I would want in the end. The only thing I could feel, was that I was in love with him.
