With bated breath I waited and waited some more, trying hard to listen to any noise anything that would indicate where I am. I am terribly afraid right now that even though I can sense that I am alone and no one is around me I still don't have the courage to move. I am not letting my brain catch onto the panic, taking rapid deep breaths I am focusing on my surrounding or anything, any clue so I wouldn't go crazy.
I can't feel my arms anymore, they have been twisted at a weird angle behind my back, I could feel the sharp edge of the cable tie digging into my skin and I bite my lip under the cloth on my mouth to stop myself from screaming. My legs are numb too and they aren't tied which is a small relief.
