Awful.
Angry.
Rage.
Emptiness.
There wasn't any emotion I wasn't feeling right now. Sitting here on an uncomfortable hospital chair outside my father's hospital room, dreading the future. Crying over what I've lost. Trying to piece back my heart or what's left of it.
Matt bought a few of my basic necessities from my home saying that I would need them. It felt so strange that I was here changing doing normal stuff when half of my family is no more. Eating was not even an option, nothing would go down my throat, it's not about getting food down its more of the fact that I can't bring myself to look at these earthly things. Things of the living.
Wanting some alone time to myself I send everyone back home. I can't and won't be able to leave dad's side at any cost. Although it was very hard making Alex and Matt see sense but in the end, Raven managed to send them away, insisting that she would stay here.
