All sorts of crazy and totally absurd ideas were running through my head, first and foremost was to pack my bags and leave, which was very harsh and totally not thought after. As one it won't prove anything, we both would be farther from each other than we are now and most of all, it would give Alex all the more reason to assume all things negative and I don't want that to happen.
So, I crossed that option out. It would have been good to leave for a few days and let him ponder over what he did wrong but I know my man and I know that he would only get more upset and angry and would not be able to reach a conclusion. But that doesn't mean that I won't leave, I would after everything is sorted and we are back to normal, I would then plan a weekend getaway with my friends and Emily and would leave so that he could appreciate me more in my absence.
I live for the drama you know.
