Camilla was feeling messed up. She was feeling confused.
Yes, she knew John was her friend who she always envied and wished to get ahead of but right now she didn't know why she didn't even want to get close to him.
She always felt like getting close to him was something unbearable. She felt intimidated by his stare, his face and even his existence - they were all just affecting her that right then she had began to hate his presence.
Heaving a sigh, she allowed her body to bounce on her bed.
She didn't know why all these things were happening to her of all the people in the world. Why the hell was she getting her emotions this missed up..that she didn't know.
She didn't get why she also got very disturbed by his presence....was it because she knew that he was showing interest in her? Or was it just because she hated the fact so badly Or something else.....all these things were confusing.
