The rain is pouring very hard in this sad funeral

*sniffle sniffle*

Aesther looked at his left

He saw his two sons crying

Hyancith and Ezekiel

"Both of them have grown" he thought to himself

He turned to look at the coffin, there she lies

"She looks so pale so cold... I can't believe she left" Aesther mumbled to himself

After they said their goodbyes

The boys and him went home and rest for the day

"The both of them must be devasted after losing her.... And also me"

*click*

He went to his office and sat there for hours trying to think things through

His eyes were as red as blood from crying all day loosing her

To forget her painful death he worked tirelessly to get her out of his mind

He was about to nod off but he tried not to because all he could think about is her...

So he thought that if he went to her room it might make things clearer

"I hate it..." He thought

*creak~*

*click*

"I'm finally inside her room, It's so quiet in here" He said and came in

He then scanned the room looking everywhere

he saw the bed she used to sleep on and went near it

"This is where she slept" Aesther smiled sadly

"This is where she breathe her last breath" Aesther spoke with his voice trembling

Then It finally hit him

He stumbled and fell to the ground

He can't accept it that she's gone

He kept crying all over again

Hitting the floor loudly and hard making his hands full of bruises

And after hours of sniffling and crying

He found himself lying on the ground

"I must have slept without noticing it" he thought

He looked at the window beside him

"It's already dark out" Aesther mumbled looking at the bright moon

The moon was the only light that could light the place as the room of her is filled with darkness

He stood up but and was about to leave when something caught his eye

There he saw a small box

"It's open" He mumbled

The box has something inside so Aesther took the box and sat at the table where she used to sit

He saw the candle ther was beside the window sill, he took the candle and lit it up

He then look inside of the box and found a yellow notebook inside of it

Arsther scanned the book to see something written on the cover page

"My diary" He read

Aesther flipped the page and he saw someone's hand writing

"My diary don't read it, it's private!"

Aesther chuckled and mumbled

"There's only one person who would write this"

Aesther smiled and flipped another page and read what was written on it

Day 1

Yey! Mama gave me this yellow notebook! She said that if I ever want to remember or want to take my anger on something, I could write it here!

This could be my diary!

So from now on everyday I write things here to make it memorable

Oh right today i'm 6 years old and today is my birthday!

Mama bought me this notebook on my birthday!

I have to be specific, so that I will remember when mama gave this to me

I just heard my friends calling me

I'll write to you later notey

That's your name now

Notey!

See you later notey.

...

Hey notey i'm back from playing!

I had so much fun today and I wanted to remember this day!

My friends wish me a happy birthday and gave me gifts!

And look I have a new friend now, bun bun and teddy!

I really like my gifts!

Mama is calling for me right now she said that dinner is ready

The food mama makes is the best!

It's very tasty, it's too bad that you can't eat any notey

I'll just tell you later then!

...

Hey notey it's night time already

And I came back from eating dinner

Today we had steak it was very delicious mama is the best cook!

Oh! Right notey I never told you this but I am a commoner

That's what people call us from the nobility and that is mama said we are

Some nobles are good to us but most of them are bad

They kept on picking on mama and I hate it!

When I get older I will help mama and we will become nobles too!

Oops I just broke my writing pen and I asked mama new one

Mama is calling me again

She says it's time for a bath!

I'll write to you later notey!

...

Mama just gave me a goodnight kiss she told me to sleep early

And mama tried to take a peek on my diary but I said

"You shan't!"

Mama was very shocked to hear it from me she gave me a giggle and patted my head

And don't worry notey I stopped mama from reading you

I told her that she can't read it because it's private

I hope I did not hurt mama's feelings

She was giggling but you never know she might be hiding it, just like the other day...

Well see you tomorrow notey!

I'll write you tomorrow when it's morning

Muah!

I can't give you a good night kiss notey I can only give you a goodnight write kiss hehe

Bye bye!

...

"That's what was written in her first page" Aesther thought to himself

*chuckle*

Aesther didn't notice it himself but he chuckled and quite loudly too

He looked at the window beside him and is still dark out

Then he looked back at the diary he's reading

And thought

"I should stop for now i'll read the rest tomorrow, reading her diary makes me a bit guilty but it's the only thing that's making it feel like she's still here" Aesther said as he smiled to himself revealing a longing look

Aesther stood up from where he is sitting and took the notebook with him

*Click~*

Aesther shut her room tight and walked through the hallway to his room

Walking alone in the quiet hallway with the moon following him to where he goes

As he was bearing his room he stopped and turned to look at the hallway window to watch the moon

"She said that whenever she feels lonely she talks to you"

Aesther spoke to the moon with longing eyes

"And so to feel as if she's still here, i'll talk to you too and act as if you were her"

Asether added with a gentle smile on his face watching the moon

"But today isn't the best day for I am still too tired..."

Aesther chuckled awkwardly looking at the moon

"Let's talk tomorrow night"

Aesther said softly smiling gently

And turned to look to the hallway and walked to his room

*Click~*

Aesther slowly opened his door and walked in

His room was quite spacious and with a big bed

A fireplace across it

A big mirror infront of his table and a balcony beside it

Aesther walked in to hus big yet lonely room

He stood infront of the doorway with an emotionless stare on his face and gave a heavy sigh

"This room doesn't feel like anything anymore..."

Aesther mumbled

He then walked to the mirror and looked at himself

Trying to make a smile but for some reason he just can't

He then went to the balcony and stood there for minuets thinking

He then looked up in the sky to see the moon and stars sparkling beautifully

He smiled

"Looking up in the sky at night is her favourite thing to do, it was quite wierd"

Aesther chuckled to himself

"I'm thinking about her again..."

Aestger mumbled

When he suddenly felt ticklish and something wet in his cheeks

He touched his cheeks to where it was wet and realized

"Ah i'm crying..."

He mumbled

As he noticed that he was crying thinking about her made him burst to even more tears and to cry again

He kept on wiping his eyes to stope his tears but his mind kept in thinking about her that it was difficult for him to stop

"*sniff... Sniff* I'll just sleep to forget"

He says

He turned around and walked closer to his bed and lied down looking up in the ceiling

"....."

He closed his eyes and felt tired after crying and finally slept peacefully

To be Continued~