When I found the different versions of myself

I don't know where or how to start..but before starting my story I'd like to talk about myself... The old-self. I wasn't like this before.. The person I'm right now. I was born in a middle class family... Both of my parents are busy with their work. I grew up in my mom's house with my uncles and aunts... I'm not going to say it was bad to live with them.... Can't even tell.. It was great to live with them. Cause my mom is someone busy... I was too small.. So I have to be with them(my mom's siblings) they love me..i agree to that part..5 years later my mom gave birth to a cute little girl... Who was so adorable. She was quite a beauty. I wasn't so good looking person... Cause I've got dark skin color.. And my sister was like a fairy. So afterwards everything was going good... My sister was getting lots of love for my parents cause she was cute...i wasn't upset about that part... I also liked my sister back then... But I was hoping that I also can have the same amount of love like her(but it wasn't big of deal) I wasn't a good student that thing made my life more harder. And then my mom got some problems with her hormones and she can't have kids anymore... So it was just me and my sister. People over there start to talk about that fact that we don't have any brother...they were just like... Without brother my parents or us(sisters) not going to have any identity. They were just look down on to us. And of course my parents wasn't so happy about that fact to. They also wanted to have a boy. After watching all these things, I started to hating it(the fact that we don't have any brother) I was like who said that girls can't do anything. They (girls) also can do everything. They are equal. Why you guys are being like this... At that early age of my I started to fight with that prejudice. Of course who is going to listen to a kid. That makes me hate this people even more.