Bam Bam
The ball bounces off the wall and I catch it, again I throw the ball and I catch it, I do the same process, while I'm in my room or Kenji's room, a day has passed since I was reborn in this body, in right now I'm trying to clear my mind but it's very complicated there are so many emotions in my head, it's hard not to let them take over me, that's why I play with the ball, it's a small ball and it bounces a lot off the wall, it bounces and bounces and I caught it in my hand, I found this ball on the stairs and when I grabbed it, I saw my father. My father was having breakfast and reading the period, Kenji only lives with his father, his mother and his father are divorced, maybe that would explain why I have such a dysfunctional life, with a girlfriend who cheats on me and a routine that consists of studying micho without developing any friendship, although I had a friend I stopped talking to her for my girlfriend. Anyway, the ball is rough to the touch and it's small, it's a tennis ball but we didn't have rackets so there was only one ball, in my memories we had always had this ball but when I try to remember if we had a racket, I don't remember it very well, in fact I don't remember many things about Kenji's life, I don't remember his mother and any other family member. I only have memories of my father, well, I will not be able to achieve anything sitting here, today is a free day and since it is tomorrow I thought I would have a date with my girlfriend but she quickly refused, but even so I know where she lives I could visit her and fall by surprise at his house, with that in mind I go to the house of my dear dear girlfriend. She lives far from me, but walking I think I can get there in twenty minutes walking. On the way to his house, the area where Kenji lives is an area with lots of trees, in fact according to his memories, here he spent most of the time walking, I am confined to a more delicate environment so I can not help but think how dangerous it is that a young man I am alone in the forest, there are almost no houses around mine, this makes me think if a murderer / thief sneaks into our house no one would hear anything even if we shouted, uhm it is definitely bad that my thoughts are so dark.
But when I was originally born in a dangerous country and living in a dangerous area I cannot avoid those thoughts, when I approach a more populated area I cannot avoid looking at a person, it is she Amaya in my memories she and Kenji were great friends they made of all together they went out to play and had lunch together, she is also a member of the club where that old man is a teacher, wait, she won't be that too
I did not want to believe it so I observed her, she continues to work in this store, it was a cafeteria quite known for these places, its owner was a grandmother who had been in the business for more than three decades before that happened with my girlfriend, she spoke a lot with that grandmother for minutes we talked while Amaya was working, I went into the store
"Welcome customer" Amaya says while smiling
"Hello, Amaya, how are you?"
"Very good customer" Amaya says smiling in her waitress outfit, she is black with a skirt and white socks and since she has a good body or what you would call a sexy body with good breasts and a big ass, because the outfit looked cute in she
I take a seat and ask for my order, she takes my order with a serious expression, she is focused on her work and I can't help but think that nothing has changed well, this kind of environment reminds me of how we were before, now we have changed or things They have changed between us, now I don't have so much confidence in her, that's why I'm here or if I hadn't gone directly to Aiko's house, I need to wait for her to be alone to confrote her, I wait and wait but I remember that she doesn't finish her shift until 5 pm uh, apparently I will have to wait longer than I thought but not importing this information is important to me, Amaya will have something that with that old man, I do not know from what I remember their relationship was not very close they were only students and student, by the way I also belong to that club when we were in it, Aiko and that old man just seemed nothing more than student and student shit, I'm letting their emotions control me but I can't help it, I reluctantly wait as long as it is necessary to talk to Amaya, and I look at her a little badly. I can't help it, something is born inside me when I see her talking to other male clients, I don't know if she notices the truth in my eyes and even so if she does, I don't care I continue looking at her for a while but she only attends clients and I get bored and come back to ask for something else
I ask for a very rich coffee, it shows because this site is so popular because obviously in my memories I had tried this case countless times and I knew its taste, nothing compares to taking it in the first person, the ingredients fit very well and the sugar is the ideal just like coffee spoons, all this flavor melts (not literally) in your mouth,the coffee has a unique flavor
It has a slightly sour and sweet taste that I cannot explain in words, I get a little hungry waiting and ask for a bread, Amaya this time receives my order between smiles and when she brings my bread, I grab her hand
"Hah" Amaya says surprised
I bring my mouth to her ear and say "See you in the back at the store" Amaya looks puzzled but still nods and ducks her head a little, and she goes back to work
Amaya's shift lasts until 5pm, there are two hours left and she will go out, I wait for those two hours inside the cafeteria but with 5 minutes left I go out and look at Amaya, she lowers her head and nods
The back of the cafeteria is a very dirty alley, it is the opposite of the cafeteria, there are rats passing by and there is also garbage accumulated in a place outside the container, it is not a suitable place to talk with Amaya, but I can not get rid of my head that she is with that old man, I do not want that, I wait a while until Amaya appears but she does not appear, I only see a cat hunting a mouse, it chases it through the front of the container and then goes behind the container, The mouse gets under the container but the cat does not give up and I followed it and chased it everywhere without rest and in the end it caught it, when I was going to act to prevent the death of the mouse, the cat was faster and I kill with one bite, look away to avoid looking at the scene and hear a sound when I see who it is my emotions conflict
It is Amaya obviously she came alone, she is dressed in a blue dress and her short hair reaches her shoulder
"Hi Amaya, how are you?" Again I don't know how to talk about it
"I'm fine, Kenji. You're fine."
If I'm fine, I don't think about what I'm going to do and what that goddess said, and the more I think about it, I just let her emotions control me, I remember it. The truth is I do not know what to think of my situation but I still decide to continue with all this for now.
Amaya sees my expression and says "You knew the truth. The truth behind that bitch" I am silent "I told you not to trust her, but you ignored me and now this happens. You are going to break up with her, right"
"No, not yet, I need you to tell me something, Amaya and please be honest" She needed to be able to trust someone in this life and although I could be naive
"Tell me" Amaya seeing the seriousness on my face she gets serious too
"You have something with that old man" I speak directly
Amaya rolls her eyes in disbelief and laughs "Hahaha you were joking I had something with that old man" Amaya laughs but I don't and when she sees that she stops laughing and talks "I have nothing with that old man"
For some sigh it is always good to have someone to trust, inside me I wondered why I distrusted her, if she has always been loyal to me, we have always been together she has protected me and I have protected her, our trust It is mutual at least that is in my memories, now it is different, after that I want to go visit my girlfriend but to my surprise, Amaya asks me to take her to the station, we talk little on the way and before I know it we arrive To the station, Amaya is going on one of the trains and I get on another to get there as quickly as possible, now that I think about it, it will be the first time that I talk to that woman how I should treat her before, Kenji treated her with great affection but that It was before, now I do not know how to treat it, the truth will not know how I will react when I see it directly but it will not be the same as before
In my memories I met Aiko on a messy Wednesday day, at that time she was a freshly admitted first year student and I was a second year student a few months to enter third and last year, she was in the same club to mine but I did not know of her existence and it would have been better or not Kenji, that day she was trying hard in our club, she ran and ran, I saw her as she tried and I did not Kenji fell in love with her, that day too Kenjo began to distance himself from Amaya, they weren't so close anymore, I wish that hadn't happened but that's the way it was. Kenji stopped talking to Amaya, and Aiko betrayed Kenji with that old man. Kenji if you could change that day you would, I can't know and you can't speak, I'm a bit melancholic with memories that aren't mine and thoughts that don't belong to me. Soon after I arrive at Aiko's house, it is a normal two-story house like the ones in the sector, the house does not stand out especially for nothing, Kenji had not been here for a long time or at least that is what I remember
I knock on the door and wait a while until they open the door for me, uh, my hands are sweating I'm nervous about what I'm going to do now that I think about it the goddess of revenge because she chose me I have nothing special, I think she said that I really want to live but many people want to live, maybe it was just random or suddenly it was the one who died first, wait now that I think about it as I died because I died no, or I'm still alive, I don't know
Just accept this shit, I should have asked
"Hello, Kenji you came to see Aiko" While in my thoughts I did not realize that Aiko's mother was calling me. I was going to respond when a message appeared on my dress
Have sex with Aiko's mother 1000