Bernard Taylor wanted to say that the few past accidental discharges were really tough on him as he forcibly pulled himself out; it was not easy at all. His body ached from the repression, and as a doctor, he knew such restraint was actually bad for himself.
For many years, he had never addressed his physical needs through normal means. Over time, men would get sick, and he did not want Avery Graham to marry a sick person, so he became somewhat anxious.
"..." Avery Graham finally understood, her face turning beet red. Was this an invitation to bed?
Actually, getting pregnant before marriage wasn't so bad. Carolline Ruiz had married and then got pregnant, so what? She had initiated the divorce and roamed around heavily pregnant, making everyone think she was an unwed mother.
However, such shameless words were better left unsaid.