This story will have abuse in it. If it's something that you don't want to read, then don't. I won't be upset. I don't condone abuse. I was raised in an abusive home, and I never want to see someone else go through it!

Also, as a r@pe victim, I totally understand the dark thoughts of the struggle with suicide. I walked a long dark road before meeting my husband Charlie. Had it not been for his love and compassion, I wouldn't be here.

If you feel the need to talk, I am here. I will listen. Sometimes that's all you need. is someone to listen to you.

This book is dedicated to my husband Charlie.

My love, thank you for believing in me, Thank you for loving me. Thank you for going on this journey with me! Thank you for the help in healing me. I would be lost without you my love.