I did my arrangements. I ordered my suicide pills through
Blackdrugmarket.com and consulted an experienced shaman through a Sketchy website. I told the shaman everything and he agreed (bcoz all he wanted was money and his work done). I paid all my pocket money to him.
At 12.AM , the shaman came to my home . I was getting really anxious.
Shaman : So ya ready ? Midnight is the best time to die . Say your last words. Who knows if I fail in bringing back you to life?
I was getting more anxious. A part of me Still said to live . But .. I preferred death.
Me :*cried* it was all going smooth until she left me....
Goodbye everyone *quickly swallowed the pills without thinking anything*.
The pills were special and had a quick effect. I started having breathing problems within a minute. I couldn't think anything.
I started feeling weaker and weaker ... Losing control of my body. Finally I fainted.
I was unconscious to think anything.