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Chapter 130 - converging and conflicting

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Raya pov....

I left my oldest in charge and gathered up some supplies, a few blood bags, clothes, weapon, and a few other miscellaneous items, my kids asking me of I really had to go.

"I do, its really important, don't worry I'll be back soon."(Raya) I assured, hoping it would be enough for them.

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Allie pov.....

I followed after my daughter as she left the house, grabbing my own bag, making sure I had my bow and quiver.

"don't follow me!"(Julie)

I rushed to catch up, grabbing her by the arm to stop her.

"we need to find your father, I'm going with you!"(Allie)

she looked surprised, maybe she thought I was gonna stop her.

she gave in, my mom stare mightve helped but she gave in nonetheless, "allowing" me to tag along.

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my mind had never been more divided, three distinct and different sets of memories all collided and battled for dominance, my thoughts swirling and shifting along with them, I was barely able to keep ME straight.

I didn't know which me was me, which version the truest reflection of who I was, which side to pick and which side to bury.

I was spiraling, and fast, I could feel my personality flipping aggressively as the memories fought.

[training will help, more power gives the real you more clear distinctions]

more clear distinctions, like the other versions of me weren't me, a way to help myself be rid of my identity crisis, fuck it, why not?

why not? my daughter that's why not, if I leave the personality she grew up with behind just so I can just be some mindless destruction creature, that doesn't sound right, and to top it off I left her, she's only thirteen, fuck! I'm a terrible person!

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kina pov....

the mage or whatever he is that i hired to steal Syns' power for me failed, I've waited fifteen years only for nothing to happen amd for him to be more pissed off than before, and he's a mid tier god now, unlike before when he was just some odd creature!

this was bad, really bad, I need to do something about this.

ever since he killed my sister I've been manipulating the person who took over behind the scenes, I can't risk him finding out he's already shown that he won't hesitate to kill something.

I need my top person on this, I need the winged queen, I've already studied and copied her power, her so called "authority".

I don't even need her anymore, I can control her people on my own, amd for some time I have been.

my sister wasn't supposed to take control, she wasn't supposed to try and kill Syn, she was supposed to follow my orders, that had always been the plan!

but she had to go amd get a mind of her own, a taste and lust for power, she got greedy.

I waved the queen on her way, making sure she took a small army of her best soldiers to do the job I needed done.

I couldn't risk myself yet, I was only barely a minor god, can't have any distractions while I consolidate power.

[Kina- minor god of mischief]

the title was nice and all but my plans far exceed mischief.

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the storm above me raged in tune with my clashing identities, my seperate memories fighting amongst themselves as I flipped sides often, my personality and body language uncontrollably different each second.

"ENOUGH!"(syn)[in primal]

I boomed, a roar reverberating in my throat as the skies clapped loudly with thunder.

it rumbled amd echoed for minutes, the trees swaying in the calming wind as both myself amd my mind settled.

a tie had been reached, a compromise struck.

a blend emerged, certain aspects of all lives mixing together.

but the me I'd known since being a tentacle creature had won a majority, unsurprising as that was the sole person I was for a very very long time, it made sense to me as to why it would win, not many differences were noticeable outright, for the most part I felt the same, thought the same, even my body language and way of speaking was the same.

undoubtedly it wuksnt hold true for everything, there was bound to be some difference somewhere.

I finally felt like I could relax, my body plopping itself down tiredly onto the ground, my limbs spreading wide as a cool breeze brushed my exposed skin.

I felt like I could finally breathe, like I'd been submerged under something for too long, like I'd finally been freed from something.

I dont have the energy to think about it right now.

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Julie pov....

[welcome to the demi god system]

[initializing]

"mom, some weird screen is in front of my face right now, it says something about demi god!"(Julie) I told her, worried about tje screens meaning.

"then it was true, what those men said, your father really is a god, I didn't belive it, not even after he said it but......."(mom)

shock coursed through my body, she was right, before he left I didn't even belive him when he said he was a god, but now......this really does confirm it.

[welcome Julie Ev, demi god of calamity]

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primal mother...

"ENOUGH!"(syn)[in primal]

I heard the roar and declaration clearly, it was Syn!

he's free of the curse!

suddenly each primal clone came bursting into my chambers, each one had a concerned look on their face.

"report!"(primal mother)

"it's Syn, he's losing it!"(vyde) said, an unusual tone of worry in her voice, the firmer dragon almost never showed worry.

"the weather, it's really violent!"(wydo) exclaimed.

something was wrong with Syn, something they didn't know about, could it be another curse, could it be something else?

"it's his memories."(Lya) interjected, itnwas as if she knew my thoughts.

"explain."(primal mother)

"he's lived three completely different lives with completely different events, different personalities, his mind can't handle it."(Lya)

oh my.......it made sense, his mind was breaking!

this isn't good!

"he needs to monitored......NOW!"(primal mother) I shouted, waving them off aggressively.

each clone fled the area, traversing back to their primal, leaving me alone to think.

if Syn was losing it we might not survive, a mid tier god going insane does not bode well for those weaker.

hell he's a primal, the primal of destruction to boot too, if he kills someone stronger were all screwed, he could jump to full blown god hood in mere minutes.