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Chapter 45 - Mary's heart

The boys had already left The Small House the next night and Kassandra and Mary were the only ones that remained. It was almost 4 am and they had spent the night showing each other cooking techniques and tasting meals, as well as reading together favorite parts of their favorite books.

- Patience is the key in cooking., - Kassandra said as they sat down on the couch next to the fireplace with the desk in front of them and the bed with the coffins and the wardrobe on the other side, - I will achieve to teach you one day!

- Good luck with that!, - Mary hopelessly ironically responded and went on saying, - But you are right, patience is the key to everything and books are the key to wisdom.

- Do you consider yourself a wise person?, - Kassy asked her not being sure of the answer she might get.

- This is a question one has to figure out about the other person., - she responded with an all knowing voice, - I can't be arrogant, it is you the one that has to judge me. And if you are clever enough you will judge me fairly, if not it means it is not worthy to be angry at you.

- I am not sure if I really felt those words., - she said a big confused, - But I guess I just want to ask you what do you think of what I did last night?

- Maybe you were fair with us and your conscience, but if you ask me I think it was a mistake., - Mary decided to be honest and wrapped her hand around her hair and shoulders in a sign of comfort, - I don't know your relation with this man, Jeremy, and I don't know if Sebastian is enough to make you forget him, but I am sure that telling him was impulsive and childish.

- And why so?, - the fear of insecurity was in her voice, - I am sure Sebastian would understand me in each situation, because we love each other.

- It's not that simple Kassy. We might not be hard on you, but with Sebastian it is different. It is true that he would not care if you shared your body with someone else, it won't get ruined, but it is different when it comes to your soul., - Mary tried to speak calmly giving her comforting looks at her eyes not to scare her, - Because he is in love with you, he will not see you the same way knowing that you are in love with someone else too. Because when he will smell that you are willing to share with Jeremy your intimacy, your every deepest feeling and thought, just like you do with him, he will feel betrayed. He will know that your soul is not belonging only to him anymore, but to someone else too. There lays the power to ruin a relationship. After you told him you can't let go of Jeremy, there will always be the doubt that you will leave him. Although you said you will never marry him, you can never be sure of that, because you love him.

- But I love Sebastian too, even more!, - Kassandra spoke trying to reassure herself.

- Yes!, - she said and didn't speak for a second, - But Sebas is a werewolf and your family wants you to marry Jeremy.

- I can't accept that, I can't believe that!, - Kassandra firmly said standing on her feet looking into Mary's attractive eyes, - I know I will make things right with Sebas and with all of you! And with Jeremy and with my family too!, - she sat again next to Mary and took her hand seeing her with her cute innocent merciful eyes, - Tell me what makes you reason like this, deep, but still pessimistic?

- It is a bit hard to explain that my sweet girl, but believe me. You want to have it all, but you don't know you can't, because you don't know the rules of feelings, you don't know the importance of mastering them and how to do that., - Mary still spoke soft and calmly like she did all the night, maybe she deeply really was that sincere, - To do that you need to first get hurt by life, to truly be hurt and sooner or later it happens. And that is the time when you grow, that is the time when you need and truly learn to develop huge and purest feelings and therefore you learn the reasons for which is worth fighting.

- You say that I am not grown enough to understand the mind and heart?, - Kassy asked with an accepting voice. Maybe it really was like that she thought.

- I am saying you still have much to understand.

- I will not play the arrogant. But tell me what was that made you grow? I am here to listen., - what she really asked herself was why Mary looked so cold educated by life.

- I will. But tell me first Kassy, which feeling do you think is stronger, love or hate?

- Love of course! It is the reason we live for!, - Kassandra spoke like she wouldn't accept otherwise for any reason., - Is this not the answer you would give Mary?

- I wouldn't know how to answer that question actually. Of course love is what makes us move, but how do we get rid of hate?, - Mary answered her, - Because when life hurts you it doesn't only teach you how to love, but it also leaves in you the scars. Those scars are the hate and you can't calm yourself down until you heal them. Love is not enough to give you peace at this point, and here you ask yourself what will. Is revenge the right road to take, is there another way to let go of the pain?

- There surely is another way and that way must be in love!, - Kassandra said with her sweet voice and now she hugged her with a hand around her waist to make her feel supported, - Revenge will not give you peace, it will only make your days harder.

- Or maybe it is the only way., - Her voice now was less sure of that than before, but still she believed in that.

- No! Your conscience doesn't think that way! I want you to be sincere now, but I am not sure if I wanna know the answer.

- I will be sincere., - Mary answered shortly.

- What do you feel burning you at the end of the night? Love or hate?

Mary slowly laid her head with her pretty hair on Kassy's breast and turned out to be herself the one that needed the comfort of someone hugging her. Kassandra wrapped her left hand around her neck and put the right around her belly as she started speaking:

- You asked me how life had taught me Kassy. It decided to do it in the harshest manner, leaving me alone.

She paused for a second and small tears filled her eyes. Kassandra turned her head up and lowered hers kissing both her eyes and licking her tears and said:

- Just go on you will feel better.

- I was just a child when my mother died. It happened during the war, she died because of your mother's fault., - this was the accusing part Kassy didn't expect and it came with a calm disappointed voice.

- What do you mean how was it my mother's fault? Who was your mother?, - She tried to keep calm not to hurt Mary, but her voice clearly had a tone of anger. She didn't like the attacks on her mother no matter what.

- I am just half werewolf, - Mary said looking her in the eyes, - my mother was a witch, the leader of the western clan in the High Hill. Anabel and the Great Witch manipulated her, sacrificed her to win the war. After that even my father changed, he didn't like life after he lost his wife. He was there, but he talked with me and everyone else every less. He was there, but I couldn't feel his presence.

- How did you come to know the story?, - Kassy asked trying not to add salt to her wound.

- Does it matter?

- Yes it does. Did you ever consider that that might not be all the truth?, - and she stood up and moved her hair on the sides, - Because I know my mother she wouldn't do something like that.

- She made her marry a werewolf so she could be an infiltrated, but when they fall in love, she tore them apart!, - and her voice now raised a bit as the tears went on.

- I don't know what to think right now., - Kassy said sitting on the bed in front of Mary - I don't know what are you thinking right now, but I am scared to ask.

- I could have had a happy family!, - Mary said with a slow painful voice standing up and getting close to the bed. That make Kassandra doubt even more if she actually was to be trusted or not, if she was a friend or an enemy, but she wanted to believe in her, - But instead I found comfort in the books and in haunting and I lived remembering my mother. I lived trying to learn how to do the right thing, wondering how not to make a mistake. And you know what I learned?, - and went on with a last phrase not waiting for Kassandra's word, - I learned that it is hard to know if you make the right or wrong decision when you don't know if your heart is ruled by love or hate when making the choice for you.

At this point Mary just silenced herself and sat near Kassandra, who couldn't help but feel sympathy for her. She understood how hard her life must have been and just wanted to comfort her right now.

- I just want to find a way to help you find peace Mary, - She said with a more dominating voice right now and put her hand on her leg, - to make you feel loved. I want to teach you the way to healing yourself from your scars and make you forget the anger.

Mary was done talking for the day apparently, so she didn't speak a word, instead her eyes did giving a sexy approval. Their pupils found each other and saw in the depth of an ocean as Kassy moved her face nearer and nearer and her hand moved up her leg to the bone of the waist waking the chills in her body. Mary noticed Kassandra's red lips getting closer and closer until they finally touched hers as her other hand was teasing her down the back to her butt.

As they enjoyed the sweet taste of each other's lips Kassy moved her right leg across and sat on her lap and with a naughty face threw Mary on the bed. As she laid there smiling Kassandra lowered herself and started removing her clothes to get her t*ts revealed and got her teeth out and started kissing and sucking her. She carefully gave her gentle bites being sure it didn't hurt and sucked the blood out of them. With her skilled fingers she removed the dress down enough to reveal her p*ssy and got kissed the way down the belly until her tongue fit inside as Mary's mouth revealed the pleasure she was feeling.

No matter how down she was feeling lust was always something that woke the animal, the wolf, inside Mary. The energy flew through her body, hot and burning, so she suddenly raised and grabbed Kassandra with one hand on the waist and the other on the right t*t. She got her wolf teeth out, ripped the royal dress and turned her under laying on the bed. She stood over like a lusty sexy wolf moved by desire and started kissing every inch of her from her thigh to up her leg to her vagina and than her belly across her arms to her boobs.

Their naked bodies shined at the gentle light before dawn as their pussies started rubbing together and the sounds of passion filled the room. Both their hands locked together as Mary went on kissing and sucking the blood out of Kassy's neck and than their tongues went on licking each other.