I took a bite of the strawberries cheesecake, it melts as soon as it touched my tongue and I taste so many ingredients together that I smile.
It was so delicious, probably the best cake I ever had.
"This cake is so good!" I exclaimed breaking the tension between us and he giggled nodding.
We finished the desert in silence until the waiter for the last time removed the dishes from the table.
He didn't stand up and we probably felt like there was unfinished business between us.
"Whatever you decide to do, I am very grateful I had the luck to meet you and I am sure you're such a good woman. I hope you have a great life and accomplish everything you wish for." He said smiling at me and I unconsciously did the same.
He had this effect on him that his smiles were so contagious and his eyes sparkling made my heart beat faster.
"I am glad I had met you too, if it wasn't for you I would probably take longer to realize Carl wasn't the one for me." I smiled, I was honest. He made me understand that not all men were like Carl and that I wasn't the wrong one, I just needed another type of man.
I am just a little sorry because I wished Cameron could be that man but after what he confessed I barely think I can accept his requests and follow the rules.
We both stand up and he walked toward the waiter to tell him something and then after some instants, he is back to walk with him to the exit.
His hand is on the back of my shoulder, when we get outside I scoffed seeing it start to rain.
He didn't hesitate before taking his jacket away and pulling it on my shoulders, his arm wrapped around my hips and we hastily reached his car.
When we bot got in the car he started and drove me back to my house.
He opened the door for me as usual and helped me to get out by holding my hand as I stepped down, we walked in front of the gate.
He leaned closer to my neck, my heart began to drum in my chest at his gesture.
I closed my eyes waiting for a potential kiss but he kissed my cheek instead, "thanks for the amazing date." He whispered closer to my ear, the words penetrated in me causing shivers to run through my spine.
"I hope to see you again," I whispered as I lifted slightly the jacket from my shoulders but he covered my hands with his own and shook his head.
"Keep it please," he said.
I smiled, "I will have a whole closet of your clothes if you continue like this." I commented joking but he only smiled.
"I hope you do. And It will convince you to get to know me better."
Oh my, he was so good at saying the right things and I was even more struggling not to give up on my heart and follow my brain and rationality.
Accepting his odd relationship would be suicide for someone like me who just broke up with the person she was supposed to marry and he probably knew it.
I wish I had the certainty I would be as aloof as him in the short relationship we could have but since I didn't have any certainties at the moment I didn't want to risk getting my feelings hurt again and the last remaining pieces of my heart shattered again by another man.
"Goodnight," I whispered as I took a few steps backward.
"Goodnight." He said, staring at me for some instant.
He seemed to struggle even more than I did to let me see go. I wonder if anyone refused him before, maybe if I wasn't so skeptical I would have accepted.
I took a few steps in front of the gate and I pressed on the remote to open it.
I hoped he would ask me to stop and he would have taken back what he said but he didn't so I walked through it without never turning around because I deep down knew that if I did I would have given up.
I lifted the jacket to cover my head and ran hastily toward the door.
I inserted the key in and I turned it around slowly, as soon as my right feet slipped inside I felt a warm hand placed on my back we twirled around and the door closed behind us as he pushed me against it.
I held my breath as Cameron locked his lips on mine, his hair brushed through my cheeks and a few drops of water fell from it and wettened my dress. But I didn't care because he kissed me, and the passion warmed me enough that I didn't feel the cold anymore.
His jacket fell on the floor, his hands effortlessly grabbed my thighs and lifted me.
I smiled, did he just break one of the rules he set and explain about a quarter of an hour earlier?
"What did you do to me?" He said as he squeezed my tights and peppered sweet kisses all over my neck.
I gasped for air wrapping my legs around his back, since I was leaning my back on the wall he didn't have to hold me.
He quickly removed his jacket as his kissed now tickled on my collarbones.
I bent my head and closed my eyes to enjoy to the fullest the moment, was that real? Because it felt too great to be real and I never wanted it to stop.