"Yuze?" Alvis tried to call her name like what she wished to, but Yuze did not respond. She looked like a fool, looking at him but her eyes were blank.
"Baby? Is my baby afraid? Sorry, it's Cynric's fault, I'm not mad." Alvis Cynric tried hard to soothe her, pulling her back into his embrace as he gently rubbed her back.
His heart keeps on beating fast. Alvis is completely panicking. He didn't know what to do or could he appease her. 'This is all my fault..'
Seeing Yuze turn into an obedient and docile pet, Alvis feels deeply hurt. He can't help thinking that Yuze was afraid of him after he spoke coldly due to his possessiveness.
As for the kiss, though it was an innocent kiss, Alvis could only blame himself for asking her not to kiss anyone other than him!
Yuze was just a child, but they didn't know what she was thinking of, what she understood or what she didn't.
She just came back from unknown suffering. Even so, he, Alvis Cynric Windsor did something that could have frightened her.
Unfortunately, he didn't know that this is how Yuze decided to treat him starting from now on due to her culpability.
Yuze doesn't want him to look at her the same as the original body. It made her feel hurt and realized that everything is just a lie.
Starting then, even if Alvis would take her in his arms, try to feed her by himself or let her sleep in his arms, Yuze would not react.
Even so, Alvis Cynric started to give her a morning kiss on her lips for her to get used to it, and Yuze wouldn't avoid it, but she would just stare at him.
At first, they thought it must be because Yuze wasn't used to it after being away for two years, but as time went by, they realized she had already changed.
She is no longer the same Yuze they watched growing up as a baby. She wasn't close to them as before.
Sometimes, they even wonder if she was really Yuze Davidson, they were afraid of this thought. They realized that her face was the same as the four year old Yuze, like she didn't grow up, but was it possible?
Of course they wouldn't know that due to the experimentation Yuze went through, she didn't age as fast as normal people.
Thus, it can't be blamed for them to think this way.
A replacement, perhaps not the real child. This was a horrifying idea. Yuze couldn't be someone else, could she?
Yet, there's a possibility that there's a conspiracy hidden from them. They don't know why this would happen, but it is terrible to use a child.
It's not that they don't believe in Yuze, but they couldn't help feeling suspicious since she just suddenly appeared out of nowhere after missing for two years.
Hence, they did a DNA test to see whether she was the real Yuze, despite knowing she's been through an experiment, comparing hers with her cousins.
Even when Alvis came and went at home while he continued to attend the academy, Yuze would still keep on avoiding him.
Alvis doesn't understand at all why she would suddenly start to avoid and reject him.
They said that she would sometimes mumble his name, or look at the door like she was looking for him and now he is there for her, but she was actually avoiding him.
This happens the same with the others, such as her cousins. Any person from both Windsor and Lawson family who would visit her will have the same treatment from her.
Hence, Yuze looked no better than a fool, always in a daze, not interacting with any of them. She would rather hide in the room than meet anyone.
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On the other hand, Yuze always feels very complicated, especially when she's with Alvis Cynric. Hence, she doesn't know how to react to either his hug and kisses.
She could only let Alvis do what he wants, but sometimes Yuze can't help avoiding him, especially those times her guilt is to the maximum degree.
He was very patient and caring towards her. This is how she exactly wrote about him, the way she wanted his man to treat her.
Alvis Cynric Windsor, the ideal and dream man Yuze created in her book as she always wished to meet this kind of person to be her husband.
She would mumble his name not because she was looking for him, but Yuze was thinking how to develop the plot between the two of them.
Living with his ideal and dream man was very hard because Yuze knew she would really fall in love with him.
The problem was, everything wasn't real, she is not the real Yuze. Once she fails to fix and finish the plot of both books, she has to leave or this world will collapse.
Just imagine how she would feel if she really fell in love with him. Would it be possible to take him in her small world while she leaves this place?
Yuze has no idea! Even the system and Yuyu are not very sure. Yuyu said that the small world was bound to her soul, but Yuyu is not sure if she could take people together with her.
Furthermore, Yuze is confused when thinking about the plot. She hadn't finished the story and stopped writing it. Thus, she hasn't arranged the part about Alvis and Yuze yet.
The 'Blood vs. Blood' was half way through the end of the story, when she stopped, while 'Hope in the end of the world' was only a third of the story.
Both Alvis Cynric Windsor and Yuze Relish Davidson were protagonists for the second book, but their love story hadn't developed when she stopped writing, so how or what should she do with him?
Technically, the book 'Hope in the end of the world' (HEW) should be the first book, while 'blood vs blood' (BVB) was the second.
However, she started the BVB as the main story, while the HEW was the back story and reason why BVB was created.
The main point is that BVB happened when the apocalypse started which is the part of HEW.
Now, this really made her situation very complicated! Since HEW was the foundation of both stories, does it mean that BVB will not get affected for now?