It's been one year since I moved to america.
I got ready and walked out the door, it is chilly today.
After I moved I started to attend a new school.
Although I miss my old friends I also made many new friends, who are very friendly either.
I often call my mom after school, and I chat very often with Yeong-Ja and Sun-Young.
Since I moved here, I didn't think a bit about Minjun, or love.
A Hand touches my shoulder.
I jump up and flinched.
Eva stood behind me and smiles at me.
"Watcha thinking about so deep in your thoughts?"
I sighes, she always scares me like that.
"Nothing important, just thinking about my mom and old friends."
Her facial expression changes.
"You're thinking about returning to South Korea, right."
She looks at me with sad eyes.
I shook my head and look at her, she really looks sad.
I don't like seeing her like that.
She is my best friend here in the US and she also is the one who came first at me.
The reason: because she thinks I'm cute, but after I told her that I'm gay, she still likes me.
"I'm really not thinking about that, although I miss them I don't want to go back until I'm finished with school and college."
"Really?!"
She looks up at me with shining eyes.
I hug her.
"Really."
She starts laughing, and hits me on my arm.
"What was that for?!"
I ask
She smiles with her big devil like smile, it's creepy.
"Then let's go, we shoulden't be late to school, and remember, you promised not to go until your finished with school and college."
She really gives me the chills, but she can be very nice, sometimes.
So, we walked to school.
It was crouded like always and we need to push ourselfs trough the crowed.
Finally we made it trough and breath in.
I and Eva said goodbye to each other and went to our classrooms.
School is boring as always.
I'm jjst so happy that we don't need to be at school until late at night.
Eva came to me and looks really excited.
"Do you want to go to the shopping center with me lexi and Emma?"
I know, when I say no now, she'll really kick my ass.
"Sure!"
That is the only think I'm supposed to say.
I quickly ran home, changed my clothes and went back to the girls.
They are sitting in a small circle and are talking to each other.
They too changed and as they saw me they hot up and walk to me.
"Ready Jinwo?"
says Emma.
I nod.
The bus is already standing at the station and we walk in it to go to the shopping center.
As soon as we got there they start buying any type of stuff and I'm just here to hold there things.
They are taking me to an asian shop right now, and ask for some bubbletea.
I love bubbletea, so I also bought some for me.
But then, I almost dropped it and I choke so hard, that the three girls together had to pat my back very hard.
'What did I just see?
That can't be true, that is not possible!'
"Jinwo, are you ok?"
Evas look is worried.
I nod again.
She sighs in realieve, and wipes the sweat from her forehead.
"Ok, if everythinks fine now, let's go on. We're still not finished!"
She says that with such motivation, were is she getting all this Engerie from?!
I'm still a little bit dizzy.
'It couldn't be possibly him! What would he even do in the US?! That just can't be! Come down Jinwo, he can't be here so don't worry!'
The girls just went on shopping as if nothing happened, but I'm still trembeling because of this shock.
But then I saw him!
I almost blacked out.
'Why? How?
The fuck why is he here?
The one person I tried to run away from the most is so close, I hate this felling!
Why the heck is Han Minjun here in the US, if he never is supposed to be here?!'