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I am going stir-crazy
inside my skull, peeling of the wallpaper with short, bitten nails
there are no emergency exits here:
I am left to claw myself out.
there´s blood on the bathroom floor again, my mother would be ashamed. my head is the one thats
guility, but my soul is always blamed. three months older, three months clean, I thought that I might win. but once again I find myself digging graves into my skin.