Ran Xueyi remembered what her friends in the circle had said when she asked them about having their first time...
They answered her in various ways that Ran Xueyi, who was still a virgin at that time, looked white as a sheet of paper and was afraid to have sex with anyone.
Probably because of her friends' comments at that time, she refused to do it with Yang Baihua, although, she wanted to give her first time to him.
"It hurts like hell!"
"It felt like I was being impaled inwardly! I was bleeding and the pain didn't stop. Tht bastard continued to do me harder even though I told him to go slower..."
These were the words that made Ran Xueyi run away and avoid doing it with anyone.