CHAPTER 13
IN the morning in my office I'm just silent while doing my office work I need to finish some stuffs before I leave in this company as me and miss. Aminah agreement. I know that ... it's unfair in my side but I know that what Ms. Aminah doing is the best of me and also to her brother.
But the silence was break when someone is opens my door I stop in writing and look who's entering and I see Ms. Aminah.
I stand up and give her a greeting, I go to the door and I lock it up.
"Good day ma'am, you pay the visit... how may I help you?" I ask her
Ms. Aminah just smile at me... she take her sit in the chair of mine, she reads my paper works and she look at me again.
"I see that it must hard for you... I think you don't need to do what we agreed last time." Ms. Aminah said so I look her with a shock but I manage myself to be calm and don't let Ms. Aminah see what I react in what she said.
"I'll be fine ma'am... the resignation is ready... all things will be fine besides I'm starting my training soon." I said...
"Aleeza, I think I won't interfere in your decision but always remember if you are interested in going in Thailand I'm willing to help you my husband will help you and me also." Ms. Aminah said.
She's right what I doing right now... I'm really facing some difficulties and it's really tiring one... I'm already invest my feelings in what I am doing but one day once I get my CE license I'm the engineer and I must do it right now.
I just nodded for a response and Ms. Aminah bid a goodbye... I let out the deep breath and sit back in my chair, I open my drawer and get my resignation letter and I quickly tear it into pieces.
I look to my tablet for Mr. Gustavo schedule and I quickly go to Mr. Gustavo office as I notice that he will have a meeting after nine am. I knock the door in his office and I notice that there is no response I quickly open the door.
"Sir... good morning." I greeted him with a calm voice.
He just sitting and look at me straightly and that gaze from him it makes me feel discomfort but I manage myself that what I feel is not seen by him.
"Good morning... I sense some discomfort from you... aleeza are you reminiscing some-"he said mischievously
He smirks at me after he said those mischievous words towards at me... I feel that my bones is chilling right now my hairs are rising up and my hands are sweating right now, I clear my throat and look at him straightly
"It just your stare...no... it's nothing by the way... I go here because I want you to inform that... that... I'm not going to... no... I mean I want to say that you have a meeting right now with the company of Mr. Madrigal they just want to talk about with the contract last time." I said I uttered
"Tell them that there is no contract anymore." He said straightly
"But the company just rising up again from the almost thirteen or fifteen million lost... it's an opportunity either-"I said
But suddenly he drop the pen in his desk and he look at me in the furious face
"Stupid! Then how about those they done to you-"he said
And that makes me shock, and what if the company losses anything.
"Its nothing-"I said
I hope that his decision will change but nothing will do as he raises his brows
"Tell everyone from that company the secretary or executive assistant that we cancel the contract." He said with a hard voice
"but-"
"No buts... by the way prepare for tomorrow we will attend the one week business conference and auction in Palawan... remember its one week." He said
One week... seriously? One week
"Anything else?" He said
"Nothing... by the way I need to excuse." I said
I nod to him and I turn around and start to walk but he call me so I stop from walking.
"Come with me." He said then he walks towards at me and holds my wrist.
He stops walking as he feels the hesitation from me.
"We are here in the office let respect the work place rules." I said then he suddenly locks up the door and pulls me into somewhere till we reach the private room of his office.
I stop as he step going inside to the room he look at me and I he the hesitation on my eyes again.
"It's my office... so fuck up rules... I can do everything what I want because I own this company... everything... right now-" he said but he can't finish his words as he receive the three-hundred degrees slap.
"Really? Everything that you want every time ... ridiculous!" I said and I quickly pull my wrist and walk away.
I go to my office and the co-workers just look at me I get my bag in my office and I quickly go to the stairs and I run it of till I reach the ground floor.
"Damn!" I muttered as I reach the ground floor.
I catching my own breathe because of tiredness and I quickly go out to the company... I walk anywhere I don't know where to go I just want to let out my frustration ... disappointment .... Anger that I feel right now.
Again I feel disrespected by the man that I adore the most in almost six years...
I walk ... till I reach the public park... I look around like its unfair how could I get a good respect to the person that I adore? Or they just are taking the advantage of mine.
My tears starts falling down and like my tears the rain starting to drop right now lightly but after a few minutes I feel that the rainfalls strongly... and when the rainfalls all the people around running to the place where they can have a little bit rest ... but when the rainfall all the pain that I feels it burst out but suddenly I just feel that someone is covering at me... I look around the lights are already on and the people they are nothing and the dark of that the ambiance has because of the dark clouds and falling rain...
"Aleeza..." he said tiredly and he grips me and now I'm with his tight hug...
I cry loudly and let out everything that I feel...
"I'm sorry." He said
"You betray me." I said tiredly and I feel I'm on the pain.
"I'm sorry..." he said
"You betray me... I thought that... no maybe... what she said is right? I'll be hurt if I enter with this .... And –"
"Who's that she?" He said and he turns me to look at him
"No I won't tell you... you betray me ... you... you make me feel right this you make me feel this right now... again and-"I said but he cut my words
"I'm sorry... I can't bear if you can't accept my sorry... I just realize that I was wrong earlier... you are the woman with dignity... and have a respect in yourself I just forget it..." he said
He sincerely apologizes but why I can't.
"You... do –"
"You are driving me into crazy... I just can't let that opportunity to be wasted... no it's not that I want to say damn! Why can't you notice it?" He said
I look at him... I don't know what to say either... I don't know how to response at him
"Actions speak louder than words they said and actions without words are confusing too... but action and words without the right steps of how should that thing to be express is confusing the most- you always make me confuse... you're like a roller coaster ride... you always put me into everywhere! you express ... I don't know... you are caring ... sometimes damn! I can't understand you anymore... you are possessive sometimes you are -I don't know anymore... you always make me guess damn it! Alexander I'm not a fucking freaking side kicks and also I'm not the freaking powerful human like in the character in the Chinese drama... I'm just a freaking human in freaking sake! Then you will said that why can't you notice it! Fuck you alyxander you make me fuck up!" I said
He drop the umbrella and then he hold my shoulder and kissed me in my lips I'm shock in what he done but suddenly I just close my eyes and I found myself responding in his kisses, he stop and look at me then he said.
"I love you."
Three straight words that burst me out and make me faint.