Happiness POV
I clenched my arms at my sides and walked until I saw my bed. My legs were on autopilot. I only walked until I saw the comfy bed in front of me and I jumped in.
I sighed again. I can not count how many times I sighed this evening.
Everything was too much for me to handle for just one day.
I rolled around for a bit.
I was wide awake by 12:00, I couldn't sleep a wink. I was still thinking about what my life has become.
I still wonder why it has to be this way.
Caring about myself is reallg that bad?
I wanted to cry but I did not have any tears in me. It was just too much.
My heart felt like a heavy load was on top of it and it was getting harder for me to breath.
I turned to the right and stayed like that for one minutes then turned to the left. Then I sat up and I laid down again. Then I turned and lied facing the bed and my back to the ceiling.
I was getting very tiring.
