"Do you think the Lord would kill me if he finds out I said something like that?" Rudy asked.
[No. Because you are the only person the Lord can trust and talk to.]
"What do you mean?"
[You are chosen as the Lord's assistant. That means the Lord trusts you with everything. If you say something terrible about the Lord, the Lord would feel… sad.]
"Wow. So you are worried about the Lord, but not me, who is suffering?"
[I… I don't know what to say. Sorry. I can't help you.]
"There is no need to apologize. I am just venting… just like every living being."
[But I feel sorry for you. I want to help you, but I don't know how. It's so sad. You are going through all this. I wish I could do something. Only the Lord can help you. However, you can't even talk to the Lord about your problem.
It's… so sad. I now understand your pain. It must be very difficult. But don't give up! I am sure the Lord is aware of your problem. He will take care of everything. Don't lose hope, and keep patience!]