Rudy had never been so conflicted before, even if he had, not to this extent.
'What should I do?' he asked himself.
Rudy had two options. One was to stay in the vampire world, and another was to go back to the outside world. But no matter what he chose, he would have to make a sacrifice.
'I want to stay here for Rias and… Jane too…' he said while looking at the desperate Jane.
'I want to touch Rias. I want to hear her voice. I want her to call my name. I want to see her smile and get lost in her charming red eyes. But if I decided to stay here, I would have to leave everyone behind in the real world.'
'Mom gets so anxious if I don't pick up her call. I can't fathom what she would do if I went missing for 15 days without any notice. I still have to go all the way with Alice, and I need to make a move on Rize too. What about Reina? I was planning to meet her today, but my entire day passed in making up with Alice and mom.'
