After waking up and feeling tired from yesterdays exertions I decided to take a break of the sort I've realized a few things the most important of which is that I need a lot of mana to be able to do about just anything and try to do all of this with my just being three days old is a dumb way to die fast so I'm going to stop doing so much and just focusing on making my mana reserves bigger and only can I continue my occlumency.
And plus I won't need occlumency this early in life even if I do I already have pretty much the strongest way to hide my memories so I took a break and the days went by I just focused on getting my reserves bigger and paying attention to the house dynamic and here's what I've learned so far.
The wizard that owns my mother is called the Hubert family the head of the family is Robert Hubbert and the mistress is magret Hubert then the heiress is Tracy and Nancy Hubert Robert is one of those pureblooded dumbass dark wizards who is probably on voldemort army he has a black hair brown eyes and a mustache that makes him look like one of that evil Barron in a book then the magret she has black-brown hair and brown eyes she looks like that mother that gives money to stay away from her daughter and also look like she has a stick up her ass and finally theirs the twins or I should say demon with the way they treat me they both look identical and has their mother hair and eyes they look like any normal children.
Now you might have seen that I said Robert was a possible Voldemort supporter well that's because volde has already started terrorizing the wizarding world of Britain and by my calculations, the first wizarding war should start soon and will last for eleven years or more specifically July 31st, 1980 when or supposedly when our main character is born harry potter so I know I'm gonna be at least safe with Robert on voldes side.
After taking a break for a few days I finally decided to finish my occlumency so I went into my mind and was welcomed to the white emptiness of my mental space with only my computer full of my memories.
I picked up my computer and decided to start filling this place with more life so I closed my eyes and imagined myself in a forest then I felt my mana being used up then stoping as I open my eyes to a beautiful forest instead of the regular emptiness of my mind.
I started walking and heading deeper in the forest until I came where I need to be a tree in plain sight I take the computer and just insert it inside then take my hand back and just like that I'm protected at least the best I can do with this much mana.
After finally finishing my oclumens I went back to my routine and I also finally noticed something really sick my mother hasn't really eaten that much like she just eats scarp and nothing else which would make sense on how skinny she is but doesn't answer my question of how she has survived for this long on so low amount of food then it hit me mana Robert is linked to my mother and the mana is keeping her just alive enough to work properly its no wonder you never see a fat elve and then I came to a scarier conclusion if Robert is the person keeping her alive wouldn't that also mean he the person control how she acts.
It all makes sense now how wizards have captured elves the bind their minds before their even born and are able to think of free will for example when I was born that black thing must have been Roberts mana and the bond that elve has with a wizard the bond attaches itself to an elves soul at the begging of it live and snuffs out the flames of its will before it could it even began it would explain why even though dobby hated working for the Malfoys still just wanted to work for a kinder wizard.
Wow just wow I have gotten out of a big pickle without even realizing it thanks to a lot of the mysterious energy which brings up the next question what was that energy I tried finding but no matter how deep I look inside I still can't find it I guess it a question to be answered for later.
After finding one of the darkest most secrets of the wizarding world I've come to the conclusion that I must free my elve brothers and sister whether they want it or not its almost as if something is pushing me to it but I need to first find out where to begin.
This brings me here to the Hubert family library after apparating in here looking for books on the mind and after looking for some time I found a book on legilimens but it at a higher level than I'm currently on and I can't take it and put it back without someone knowing so looks like ill need to grind.
And by that I mean to start reading any book on anything while also passively doing telekinesis so I can reach the book plus it also helps make my mana pool bigger which has been getting bigger recently which means letting it all out before I sleep is a good an idea so il just keep doing this till well actually as long as I can because right now my mana reserves are like a shot glass and for comparison, my mothers is full glass and Robert is like a small puddle so progress.
And that was my new routine wake up eat watch mother and the wizard family while doing my routine then eat again then wait till night so that I can apperate into the library and read a book from there then apperate back my mother and finally empty my mana reserve by doing simple magics like Lumos or my own Wingaaarduim Leviosa then finally sleeping after doing that for a few days I just fell into a cycle.