my new job has been going great so far, I really like the people here. even dawn came to work here so that we could spend more time together. I met this new person named Lucas he was really nice and I'm starting to really like him. after work we would go out and spend time together he was really special to me like no one I had ever met before and yes I know but I think we had a real connection even so that I started to develop feelings for him and if I'm not wrong I think he also liked me. a few months past and it was just the same old same old me and him hanging out and then one day he kissed me. I swear it was the happiest moment of my life I felt so powerful like I could do anything. we made it official the next week we were dating and I know I know it not like me to completely jump into a relationship like that but there was just something different about him something I had never seen or imagined I swear I can't even describe it. anyways back to the point it was just a normal day at work, we had our regular customers and we had lunch in the back by the dumpsters. but something was different Lucas had told me that instead of going to the movies he was gonna take me somewhere different. I was super excited because well all we normally do is go to the movies or stay at my place or his place, but I was quite curious about where we were going to go. once my shift was over we went for a drive in his car he then blindfolded me so that I wouldn't peek at the surprise. it took us so long to get there, but once we finally arrived I closed my eyes he took off my blindfold, and they're lying in front of ut was a beautiful picnic with a view of the entire bay. it was so beautiful and extremely romantic. I felt like I was walking on clouds until everything turned downhill. all of a sudden we were surrounded by cops they thought that Lucas kidnapped me I explained everything to them but they just pushed me aside Lucas reached into his pocket just for a piece of gum and right then and there they shot him 4 times. my heart stopped it was like I couldn't breathe anymore its as if all of the pain in my heart was gone when Lucas came into my life and now it's all back x 100. the only reason they shot him was that he was reaching into his pocket for a piece of gum. I screamed and yelled at them but it's as if they couldn't care less it's as if his life meant nothing, to them or to anyone. all of this just because he was a few shades darker than us, just because he looked different, just because he had curly hair. I swear at this point I don't even understand their logic. when I reach into my pocket I get a friendly wave but when he does he gets his life taken away. he was a son a friend and so much more but to them, he was just one more. read the next chapter to see the finale chapter