I never thought about living my life normally even though I was talentless and disabled. Being disabled from my childhood I knew I could never live a normal life. Learning new knowledge was always fun for me and I learned almost all of it. But I never learned nor heard anything about what I am facing right now.
All I can remember is me trying to bring that strange knife near to my throat to kill myself. It may sound strange for how I may have described myself being a knowledgeable man but for me to try to kill myself may seem idiotic but what could I do, I didn't want to endure any of those merciless tortures. So, I tried to end my life using the strange knife which was lying on the floor.
But somehow I am here lying in a bed being unable to open my eyes "Am I dead? or Am I alive?" was only the thought that was going in my head. I started to hear a strange voice and saw a bright beam of light, I slowly started to understand what that voice was trying to tell me. It was telling me to "Move forward till you reach the end.".
Since it didn't seem like I was going to wake up anytime soon, I slowly started moving toward the bright light. The voice slowly disappeared by saying "Live your life to the fullest this time and don't disappoint me." I didn't understand what it was telling me then but knew that it meant something relating to my life.
Now, the only thought that seemed to pop up in my mind was, "Did I kill myself, or was I treated before I could I die?".
It felt like I walked for eternity but after some time I reached the end. When I reached the end I somehow opened my eye and found myself in a large room which was rich and lavish and I found myself to be envious that I never had visited a room so luxurious. I felt that my body was also quite strange, I could move my hands and legs perfectly fine and could walk and hold any object properly. I saw myself in the mirror and found that I am in a young body which seems to be quite young, he was good-looking but was rather thin.
After some time my eyes got teary and tears started falling from my eyes. I was given another chance and I finally understood what the voice meant. I was determined to live this life to its fullest with no worries.