Finally, I am at school. Again this same boring place. It's also one of the best high schools as you have to study hard to get into it. But I don't remember studying that hard. I have been acing exams in every class but believe me, not a single student knows my name. Even teachers don't know my face. I am a nobody here. Well, that's all fine because I have never expected more than this from life.
It's my first day in the new class. I am again in the same section. This class is very boring trust me. Everyone is just busy among themselves. There's no fun.
I am the first to arrive in my class.
It's very peaceful here. I can hear the voice of students in the corridor. They are running and enjoying themselves.
I think someone's coming to the class. I can hear a very cheerful voice.
It's a boy with black hair styled neatly into a pompadour. Slim body, his personality is blithesome, he has twinkling eyes. He is with his friends. This is the first time I have noticed someone so deeply.
"Good morningggg" he just said me good morning with a big smile on his face. This is the first time in my life that someone has wished me morning. My eyes widened. I don't know how to reply.
I think it's better to not reply. I shouldn't involve myself with anyone.
But I am happy from the inside. But never mind because he will also forget me within 15 minutes when the rest of the students will come.
He's bright like the sun. And why the hell are sun rays focused on him, is he an angel?
The other students are here now and the class is going to start.
We were all seated. Our new teacher came.
Our teacher is Takahashi Kenji. He isn't too old. He is in his early thirties. He likes organised classes. Everyone knows about his personality.
"Good morning students, I am Takahashi Kenji your new class mentor. I will also teach you Physics. I want you to sit according to the roll number. First I will assign you the roll numbers. There are forty students in total in your class."
"Roll no 1.....
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Roll no 38 Sakita Sanah
Roll no 39 Sano Shinichiro
Roll no. 40. Tachikawa Yuho"
"Now hurry up and without wasting another second start sitting according to your roll numbers."
Well, I think I will get the window seat. Thank God.
I think I just need to shift a chair ahead. I already was sitting on the window side.
The boy from this morning is sitting behind me.
"Hello, so we are neighbours now." Suddenly a cheerful voice whispered behind me. Why he is talking to me. I think I should turn back and say hello. Will it be alright, if I make friends?
I turned back to greet him as much nicer I can.
"He...."
I think he is already busy somewhere.
(Actually, he is already talking to another girl at the last bench. She's beautiful enough to be popular.)
How stupid of me to think that I can talk to someone and make friends.
The lecture already started. Now I was all focused on studying.
Four lectures have been passed away already. Now it's a break. Well, I don't have anything to eat. It's my decision to not bring lunch as I am already considered a freeloader. A lot of boys are standing around the bench behind me.
I don't have lunch so I am gonna complete my work and go through assignments that we have to submit after two weeks but I think I can complete them today. Because these are quite easy. As it is only beginning of the new session.
Next is physical education. They all are so noisy that I can't concentrate.
I am already frustrated because of my life.
My life is just fucked up. Getting up early in the morning at 4:30. Then going to the washroom. Then immediately after that cleaning the whole house, cleaning all the clothes that are there. Cleaning the garden and watering plants is my favourite part. Washing all the utensils again and then preparing for breakfast. Now when they all will get up, I have to again wash the clothes that they were wearing. Then getting ready for school. Reading one of the chapters from any book. After that going down again eating a little breakfast and then going off to school. It sounds easy but is damm tiring. Then going to school. After returning from school Going back home and preparing lunch for them. Doing dishes, following it cleaning up the kitchen. Then going to a part-time job. Yes, I am doing part-time at a restaurant, I am getting paid good enough, I am saving money for my future of which I am not even certain.
After that, I do a little shopping for the dinner and return home and take a good enough bath. Then again, I have to get back to work. Making dinner and other stuff. These are the fixed things I have to do other things they make me do I don't even remember them.
They call out my name after every half an hour.
Just forget it. I just want to have some peace. And these students just keep on talking.
I can't bear it anymore. I don't understand why no one is saying anything.
"Can you please keep your voice down a little bit I am getting disturbed? "
Everyone (other students in the class) turned their eyeballs towards me.
Why are they looking at me from the corner of their eye?
The boys standing around the table turned towards me.
"What's the problem with you huhh. "
"You guys are too loud."
"Huh, bitch this is recess, we can do whatever we want."
"I didn't say you to sit quietly or anything. I just asked you to just lower your voices a little. Sorry if it hurt you that much."
"Oye, what's wrong with your language. Say her sorry." Suddenly a familiar voice came from behind.
"Sorry for their language and behaviour."
"We are sorry." multiple voices said at once.
"That's alright....." I turned back to do my work.
The recess was over and we all went outside for the physical education lesson. After school finished I was heading back home.
I have to visit the river also. Its clear water is so good. Sometimes I think I should jump into it. No, not for suicide. I just love this clear water.
"Sorry... For earlier." A loud heavy voice directed towards me said.