Pity is never a factor, when mercy is a sign of a talentless actor. As MF grew, its hold on her throat started to falter.
Once she goes beyond humanity's border.
Out of all the situations that she narrowly avoided, MF fell into the void of unconsciousness. The looming anxiety that she wanted to escape at all cost, had finally reached her.
She was scared. An unpredictable future was the scariest thing ever for her, which was why she always tried to predict and calculate everything so that she could manipulate the uncertainty into something certain.
But not every event and situation could be tampered with, hence those kinds of situations were what gave MF the most anxiety and frustration. Usually, she would do anything to prevent those predicaments from happening at all cost.
That was the extent of MF's paranoia. And one of those scenarios was being unconscious.
Because that was the time where the real 'Ouroboros' would meet with her.