In the car, I turn on the music high and cling my hand out of the window to enjoy the cool breeze. I let the wave cleanse me wave after wave, it felt good being in that little bubble where I try not to think of anything and just leave things the way they are. I know anything could break the bubble and the pain will come again and I don't know what I will do if that happens. Alpha Baby was confused he feels I was acting differently. Yes, I have hidden the pain of losing my dad rather than facing it.
As we step out of the car everyone was staring at us. For the first time, I didn't care about people whispering and murmuring among themselves, the truth is I'm not perfect and people are always going to be talking. It is what it is not even I can change that so to hell with their opinions.
I spotted a group of unfamiliar guys who glares at me. They were strange, I didn't pay much attention to them the school is filled with such freaks anyway.
