Arianna felt disgusted with herself as she smiled and tried to introduce herself to men who simply were indifferent to her - probably thinking she wasn't worth their attention - or stared at her lasciviously. If this was just the beginning of her humiliation, she wondered what else Big Joe had in store for her.
Even at that, Arianna stood tall, carrying herself with finesse. No matter what they do to her today, they won't get the opportunity to crush her spirit. She made the mistake of going down the dark route of depression and suicide, it won't happen anymore. Her life was worth more than any asshole of a husband trying to shame her!
For once Arianna was grateful she had not initiated an act of intimacy with Big Joe else she would be disgusted with herself now. He doesn't deserve her one bit.
