When Tang Yuwei heard Su Jin's question, she closed her eyes and grabbed the covers so tightly that her knuckles turned white. Tang Yuwei didn't tell Su Jin and she dared not tell Su Jin.
But since the truth was out, she loosened her grip on the covers and said timidly, "It's my pride and low self-esteem that stopped me from telling you. I endured the withdrawal symptoms on my own every day because I was afraid that you'd look down on me. I want to live too but it's just too painful when the withdrawal symptoms hit. I couldn't take it anymore!"
Tears streamed down Tang Yuwei's face as she spoke. She wanted to bear everything alone, but in the end, she made everyone worried and afraid. Tang Yuwei knew that she was wrong. If she had told them earlier, they wouldn't be here now as they'd probably figured out a solution together.
Tang Yuwei said with a troubled expression, "I thought that I could make it on my own but I've overestimated myself!"
