"What's left is my kiss, hehe."
Shouki kissed Katsuki right beside Katsuki's lips, on the part of Katsuki's cheek which was close to the corner of the lips.
Believe me, a kiss in that section is more heart palpitating than a kiss on the lips. There was another sensation, there was a touch of feeling that grabbed Katsuki's heart.
Katsuki was suddenly silent like a statue, feeling his heart beating faster. Katsuki felt his body vibrate because of the beating of his heart that was getting faster.
"Shouki, I will kill you." Katsuki threatened Shouki but with floating words, his tone was low.
Katsuki's eyes looked deep into a strange feeling. Katsuki touched his cheek, a very soft kiss that made Katsuki feel uneasy. All the feelings that made him float were mixed in his heart.
"I'll kill your love for Eijiro first." Shouki smiled meaningfully. He then took Katsuki's hand, kissing it gently.
A warm feeling began to spread throughout Katsuki's body, accompanied by the touch of Shouki's hand which increasingly made small pops in Katsuki's chest.
"You won't be able to kill my love for Eijiro," Katsuki evaded. Even though he was already flabbergasted and couldn't move much because of the comfortable feeling from Shouki's kiss earlier.
Why is Katsuki so weak like this?
Hadn't he been a gigolo all along and gotten a lot more intense touch than this?
Why did he get carried away with Shouki?
Even though it was just a normal kiss. Katsuki's lips have been kissed by many men, Katsuki's body has also been touched by many men. But why just a kiss from Shouki earlier made Katsuki nervous?
"My love will eat away your feelings for Eijiro, kill those feelings and then rule your heart," said Shouki. He slightly moved his seat forward, then brought his body closer so that his hand could touch Katsuki's cheek.
"Damn you. Don't think that will happen," said Katsuki. "Remember! Isn't in the agreement that this relationship is only for status? No feelings are allowed to be included in the agreement."
"Yes, but in the agreement there is no prohibition against paying more attention to your partner, right? I will aggressively conquer your heart, I will not let this opportunity go to waste," said Shouki. He's totally honest.
Shouki casually said his plan, without thinking that maybe Katsuki would prepare to reject it all.
"You really are stupid, how can you say that in front of your own target?" asked Katsuki, he thought that Shouki was the most ridiculous person in this world.
"Target? You're not the target. Don't say that like I made you the person I'm going to play with. You're not the target, but the goal of my life."
Shouki must enter college majoring in arts and literature, he is very good at using words from his mouth to make the hearts of those around him strong. Not only women, men will also be touched by his words.
"It's up to you," said Katsuki. He withdrew his own hand from Shouki's grasp. "I can't cut this meat if you keep holding my hand."
"Oh! sorry, do you want me to feed you?"
"Tsk, I can eat myself!" Katsuki exclaimed. He immediately cut the meat on his plate and ate the meat. Shouki is increasingly acting and aggressively taking advantage of the situation to make out with Katsuki.
They were then silent for a while, they didn't speak to each other. There was only the clink of utensils clashing. The cold night wind touched Katsuki's skin, now he was starting to feel cold.
"Sorry, I should have used this concept in the afternoon or evening." Shouki quickly noticed that the temperature there was getting cold.
"It's okay, after all we are Werewolves, not humans who will immediately shiver when exposed to the night wind. We have magical energy that makes our bodies feel warmer," Katsuki replied, he looked relaxed regardless of the cold temperature that night.
"Thank you for agreeing to my invitation to celebrate this relationship. Even though our relationship has not yet become a real relationship. I will try so that I can be your lover, not in a fake relationship like this," said Shouki.
Katsuki looked cynically at Shouki, Shouki's words seemed to mention that it was Katsuki who really wanted to be Shouki's lover.
"Why are you apologizing? I don't feel wronged at all," Katsuki replied. Katsuki then glanced back at Shouki's silver bracelet. Curiosity rose within him again. "Sorry if I'm being presumptuous of asking. Why do you wear things made of silver like that?"
Shouki stopped, he who was about to feed his food then stopped. "Ah! These bracelets and necklaces huh?"
"Yes, all the accessories you wear are made of silver. Aren't you bothered? I was thinking that you really like wearing things like that. But I've seen you feel uncomfortable because of it."
Shouki was silent for a moment, he looked at his wrist. He then raised his hand on the table and glanced at Katsuki. "This is to restrain me."
"Huh? curb? why are you restraining yourself?" asked Katsuki. He was quite surprised to hear that reason from Shouki.
"Yes, all these accessories are used to restrain me. Actually I have a mental symptom that makes me... uncontrollable," said Shouki.
Every now and then Shouki looked at Katsuki, he looked sad and then he made up his mind to tell Katsuki about it.
"There's no need to hold back. I'm not like that damn society, who can only comment on and insult other people's lives as if they were the most perfect. I'm also not much better than a loaf of bread infested by dozens of flies," Katsuki quipped. He knew that Shouki was hesitant to tell Katsuki about his shortcomings.
Yes, that is a flaw.
A figure who looks perfect like Shouki also has flaws.
"I was born with an anomaly that a handful of werewolves have. Only a few have experienced this. I even nearly died from this deficiency. My body, magical energy, and behavior couldn't be controlled by my mind. My heart was on the verge of exploding. because of the surge of magical energy within my body that attacked my heart unpredictably," explained Shouki.
Katsuki was quite made goosebumps by that story. He didn't know that there were werewolves who experienced such a thing. Katsuki thought illness was just something that ordinary creatures like humans experienced. Apparently there were Werewolves who experienced the same thing.
And the disease that gnaws at their bodies is a very difficult disease to treat, because it is not in the form of damage or abnormalities of body cells like humans.
"Is that a curse?... S-sorry, I mean..."
"Yes, you can call it that. Have you ever seen or met a human who has Tourette syndrome? What I experienced was similar to that. Sometimes I move on my own without my control, the magical energy in my body increases dramatically and is very difficult for me to control." I can control it. I can also have trouble sleeping for a period of time. Maybe in five years I won't be able to sleep well, then after that it will probably be back to normal."
Katsuki remembered Shouki's words about Katsuki's pheromone scent that could make Shouki feel comfortable and sleep soundly. Apparently it was one of the symptoms of Shouki's illness.
"But don't worry, I can sleep well. Thank you Katsuki," said Shouki. He then took a sip of the avocado juice that was in his glass.
"I'm not worried about you at all. You're too confident. Err... speaking of that, did you come up with any ideas for those silver accessories yourself?" asked Katsuki.
"No, I'm wearing these accessories by my family. They want to quickly reduce the symptoms of my illness so it doesn't bother them," replied Shouki. He occasionally adjusts the position of the bracelet which makes his hands a little tight. "My mother died when giving birth to me. My father who always accompanied me also died when I was a child, apparently my magical energy was not compatible with them. Or also they deliberately became a shield that suppressed my magical energy from surging."
Katsuki felt pity, behind that annoying attitude, apparently there was a dark past that was even more painful than Katsuki's life.
I don't know, Katsuki also can't compare his life with Shouki's.
"Then, is it still like that now?" asked Katsuki, again.
"Yeah, my illness hasn't gone away yet. Maybe in front of people I'll look fine. But at some point I'll get out of control. My body moves on its own and my magical energy will increase drastically. At times like that I'll be alone until I recover," Shouki explained.
Katsuki couldn't believe what he heard. Shouki's way of dealing with the symptoms of his illness, which started on Friday, is dangerous. Because if Shouki is alone then he will be tormented alone without anyone helping him.
"You can die alone if you continue like that. You should have asked someone else to help you when you were like that," Katsuki replied. He was a little annoyed with Shouki's attitude of not wanting to bother others.
"There's nothing they can do. Asking them to accompany me will only make me a spectacle for them. They will only see my pathetic and terrible condition. I don't like seeing that disgusted expression," said Shouki.
What Shouki said was true, when seeing someone's suffering, other people could only look at the person with disdain or contempt. So sometimes being quiet and holding everything alone is the best way to live life.
"Besides, I'm still alive right now, right? I'm still fine. And I hope that one day I will recover and stop experiencing things like that," said Shouki. "Ah! I'm sorry, I told you about a sad thing instead. We should have fun here."
"It's not a problem, after all I asked you too. Sorry I asked too many questions." Katsuki took a sip of the orange juice that was in his glass.
"Oh ya, your brother also participated in the selection, right? Would it be better if he was disqualified, right? He will only annoy you if he continues to be there."
Katsuki actually wanted to agree with Shouki's thoughts. But he wasn't the type to compete in such a dirty way.
"If you do that, then what's the difference between me and him? Just let him follow the selection to the best of his ability. I don't want to deal with that person. The most important thing is that he doesn't bother me, that's more than enough."
"Is that so? I think it's best if she is removed from the model selection. I don't want her to bother you."
"He can't bother me, he doesn't have the power to suppress me. I'm no longer tied to that bad family," said Katsuki. "I don't want to do dirty things, I don't want to imitate their lifestyle. I believe I can succeed on my own without having to get rid of him. He has dreams and I have too, so let him achieve his dreams and I achieve it." my own dream."