"Tsk, you really piss me off!" Katsuki said. He then got ready to kick Shouki, but a knock on the door made Katsuki stop. Shouki also got up from the bed at the sound of the door knocking.
"Who's coming?"
Katsuki shrugged his shoulders, indicating he also didn't know who was coming. He then activated his magical power. He used his penetrating sight to see who was in front of his apartment.
"Katsuki, what's wrong?"
Katsuki didn't give any response, he just kept silent and shook his head. Instead of getting off the bed and going into the living room to open the door to his apartment, Katsuki prefers to stay silent and sit curled up on the bed.
"What's wrong? Why are you being so weird?" Shouki asked. He was very surprised by Katsuki's attitude, which seemed to avoid debt collectors who were waiting to collect debts from his house. "Tell me, don't just sit around like this."
"Eijiro. He's out there," Katsuki replied. He sat down and hugged her thighs, he lowered his face between his knees.
Shouki understands this situation, Katsuki must feel very uncomfortable when he has to be faced with the person he has hurt. But staying silent is not a solution, Shouki thought.
"Are you scared?" Shouki asked.
Katsuki shook his head.
Shouki smiled and grabbed Katsuki's hand. "If you're not afraid, why are you still here? Let's meet---"
Shouki had not had time to pull Katsuki's hand to get up from the bed. Katsuki had already held his body there. Katsuki doesn't seem to really want to see Eijiro right now.
Yes of course. Who can afford to meet the person he loves when he has hurt that person's feelings?
If you're curious, you might be able to try that experience by doing the same thing that happened to Katsuki.
"I... I doubt it," said Katsuki. He still didn't want to be asked to meet with Eijiro. Not that he didn't want to, but that he couldn't.
"That means you're scared," Shouki said. "You can't keep dodging. If you dodge and hide yourself like this, you'll only continue to feel anxious. You never know what will happen once you face Eijiro head-on. You'll just keep dodging and harboring fear. not a good solution, Katsuki. Maybe this time you feel safe, but after this you will continue to be restrained."
Katsuki listened carefully to what Shouki said, even though now he was cowering and didn't want to lift his face at all.
"Do you want me to accompany you?" Shouki asked. He knew that Katsuki really needed support right now.
"No, I can do it myself. But I want to muster up my courage."
Earlier he said he was not afraid, but now he said he wanted to muster up courage. Was it too difficult for Katsuki to tell the truth to others?
"Don't linger, you're gathering courage, not buying time for him to come home," Shouki quipped. He knew that Katsuki also wanted to measure time, maybe Eijiro would leave in a moment.
"Tsk, you really are an impatient person," said Katsuki. He then left the bedroom at his usual pace. Although in his heart he was already very confused about what kind of conversation to start with Eijiro.
What if Eijiro throws a tantrum and forces Katsuki to come back to him?
Katsuki would be very happy if he could get back together with Eijiro. However, he didn't want Cellina to interfere with Eijiro's life again. And not only that, he didn't want Green to be abandoned by Eijiro. Because Green is pregnant with his son Eijiro.
Katsuki repeatedly cursed on behalf of Green, he hated to admit it. But that was the reality, and he didn't want Eijiro to abandon his responsibilities.
Indeed, the culture that develops in the west does not place too much emphasis on marriage for couples, even though they already have children.
But the case is different when it happens to the werewolves. They had to do a union ritual, after becoming mates they certainly shouldn't be separated from each other for too long. So most likely they will also get married to tie their relationship officially.
Eijiro who doesn't love Green will definitely think of staying away from Green as much as possible. Eijiro also most likely wouldn't love Green's child too much. Katsuki didn't want the boy to have a bad luck, and Eijiro would eventually suffer bad consequences if he was separated from Green for too long. Especially if they are far apart by quite a distance without any meeting at all.
A werewolf who has found his partner will surely die if he is too far away from his partner.
It is a natural law that has been in effect from generation to generation.
But that applies to the Werewolf couple who have carried out the unification process.
However, it is possible if there is a change, in fact many things have happened that are different from the previous laws of nature. It's possible that something bad will happen to Eijiro if he's separated from Green for too long even though they haven't done the unification process yet. Because they both have children.
Soon.
And Katsuki wanted Eijiro to forget him as soon as possible.
Yes, it was Katsuki's logical will. And Katsuki's heart screamed against it. Of course Katsuki's love did not accept that fact. But he had often put herself in Green's position, imagining that he would become Green and bear the child of a man who didn't love him. As an omega, Green's heart must be hurt.
However, there was one thing that Katsuki was more afraid of than that. That is Green's mental condition that will affect his attitude towards his own child later.
Eijiro is a man who grew up in a bad family. Coupled with Eijiro's stance that it is difficult to get along with other people, shutting himself off and allowing his selfish attitude to grow and become his nature.
Yes, Katsuki admits that Eijiro is a person who is capable of inflicting wounds on other people's feelings. Even for the feelings of his loved ones.