"Ah! Sorry, my company's lobby got damaged like that. I was very disturbed by the noisy sounds of mosquitoes, the mosquitoes really disturbed my peace here. Instead of working, they talked about unnecessary things. exterminate the mosquitoes," said Shouki. Everyone in the lobby was immediately frightened when they saw Shouki's face, which looked like a demon.
Everyone in the lobby was like statues that couldn't move. They were frightened even just to move their finger at that moment. Shouki had never shown his anger in front of other people, usually Shouki would just keep quiet and not really respond to other people's words that irritated him, but now he seemed ready to kill everyone who was there.
"Shouki, stop like that. You scared them. Why are you act like that? They're telling facts about me. You think I'd be offended, angry, and frustrated when I heard that?" prevent Katsuki on Shouki so that Shouki doesn't get out of control. "Even in the past, i was spat on and stripped in public as a form of insulting people to me. So what they did was nothing. It's natural for them to say that to me, I really am an despicable person."
"But Katsuki---"
"If you are angry and judge them like this, then it's the same as not accepting me as I am. It means you are ashamed to be acquaintances with people like me," said Katsuki cutting Shouki. He didn't want Shouki to continue to insist on his emotions.
Shouki was shocked, he felt sorry for Katsuki. If you think about it again, what Katsuki said was true. However, there is no justification for an insult. Shouki will suppress his emotions in front of Katsuki, but he will still punish all workers who have insulted Katsuki.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I just don't want anyone to want to insult you again. Don't ever want to let other people do anything to you. You have to defend yourself and fight them," Shouki said, he bowed his head. head with guilt.
"There's no time for me to deal with all of them. There's no end to it if I just keep going on about it. Come on, do you want us to stay here or what?" asked Katsuki, he wanted to change the subject. After all, he felt uncomfortable being watched by everyone present.
"Ah! yes. All right, let's go in."
Shouki immediately took Katsuki, he never felt ashamed to be beside Katsuki and show their relationship to people as lovers.
Fake relationship.
But at least, Katsuki received genuine affection and not a mere lie from Shouki.
Will Katsuki reply to it all with falsehood? how heartless and cruel he is if he is like that.
Sometimes Katsuki also thinks like that, he is sometimes afraid that karma will come to him because he always wastes Shouki.
Should he smile and make Shouki happy too even though his heart refuses to do that?
We will see later.
Now Katsuki and Shouki were walking in the hallway of the building. Katsuki looked from inside the passage where the walls were made of glass, he could see the scenery outside. The hallway is on the edge of the building which is directly adjacent to the outer wall made of glass. He could see the whole city, quite beautiful even during the day.
The weather was very sunny, the glass walls, and the hallway was designed similar to the hallway at the airport, quite unique. Katsuki wondered if all of this was designed according to Shouki's wishes or was it purely the idea of the architect that Shouki hired to design the building.
"Our eyes have a unique ability. You can see things up to tens of kilometers, I'm sure you can see planes that are at an altitude of ten thousand meters above. I think it's an amazing ability," said Shouki. "In contrast to my ability which is enough to annoy me."
Katsuki was interested in this discussion. So far he had not known the advantages of Shouki's power. All he knows, Shouki is a strong alpha. That is it. The specifications of Shouki's strength had never been heard from anyone.
But Katsuki then felt confused, Shouki suddenly fell silent and didn't say anything. This made Katsuki compelled to ask the reason why the man was suddenly silent.
"Why are you silent? Did you have a sudden sore throat?" asked Katsuki. "Don't you want to explain it to me."
"I thought you weren't interested," Shouki replied. "I don't want to talk about something that doesn't interest you. I want to be a less boring person to you."
There was a quiver in Katsuki's chest. For some reason, he felt guilty again. Katsuki swallowed his saliva and felt something stifling in his chest. He began to realize that Shouki began to slowly discard his true nature in order to become Katsuki's ideal figure.
It didn't help anything though.
"Stupid. Be yourself, don't change anything that is in you. If your partner only loves the traits and attitudes that he wants, then he doesn't accept you completely. Talk as much as you want, don't want to be restrained by something," said Katsuki with angry. However, he hid his anger by lowering his intonation.
"So, you accept me as I am? Do you really want to be my lover?"
Katsuki was again faced with such a question. Katsuki began to ask in his heart whether Shouki was always aiming for a situation where he could be Katsuki's real lover?
"Shouki, remember our agreement. You and I are nothing more than what we agreed on. Got it?"
'Sorry Shouki, I still can't accept you completely. After all, I still can't forget my feelings for Eijiro. I hope you will get tired of waiting for the certainty of my feelings. I hope someday you find someone who is really good for you.' Katsuki thought with all apologies to Shouki. But all the apologies he could not say.
He couldn't.