--Volume VI: Into the Darkness--
Up until this moment... everything I planned, everything I wanted to happen, everything I worked for to be good had gone wrong.
Becoming a wiera, Justin's death, the attack at the academy, the whole Holar continent stuff, the mess Paul created...
At the end of it all, I somehow got what I wanted, but it was never perfect. Every time, every damn time, I lost something... or realized too late that something was wrong.
I say I'm smart, but no... not even close. I have a bit of a good memory, I do a bit well in my studies... and that's it.
I'm an idiot.
And I've already accepted that.
That's why I've decided not to make mistakes.
That's why I decided not to take my next steps without taking any risks.
I made sure that everything was going perfectly, I made sure that nothing would go wrong.
And... I stopped relying entirely on what I remembered from the game.
And I'm glad I did.
