"What's with that? You trying to seduce me?"
My wife is currently in front of me wearing a lingerie that seems too expensive. Where did she even get those? I'm sure she use this while doing it with that bastard...
If it was like that, this will never appeal to me, instead if she ever accept my claim, I will plunge her face to a bucket of water.
And as if reading my mind again, she nodded. Agreeing my claims.
I'm a man of my words, so I won't back from it. I immediately grab her arms and move towards the bucket of water. After that I don't know what I'm doing anymore!
As if I was being possessed by a demon, my body moves without me properly thinking.
Heeeelpp!! What's happening again!! Fuck are this weird things.!! Defective body shits and what else?!!
As I struggle to stop my mind from doing what I just thought, I force my wife to kneel so her head can reach the bucket of water. Afterward, I push her head to the water and plunge it.
Bubbles appear from the water as the woman struggles. I think I'm killing her, but I know I won't. I can't do it. Though she's a slut, she's still my wife and I'm sure my body won't let me kill her.
The woman still struggles as I push her head deeper. After awhile, I pull her hair and reveal a struggling face. Her beautiful face can still be seen from it and made me think it wasn't enough. So I proceed to push her head again to the water, but before that she spoke,
"W-wait, p-please, Verian, I-I'll explain everything. So please, stop this-!"
You don't order me around!
I push her head again in attempt to drown her, albeit not kill her. I can't keep hearing excuses like that in attempt to reduce the punishment! You dare to enter my room wearing the clothes you used to humiliate me! You surely have the courage to do so!
Right Cilia?!...
I pull her hair again and saw her wet face. It seems she's really suffering from that.
Wait, Isn't this domestic abuse? Will I get arrested from it? Oh right I remember, I'm not in my world anymore, so it is fine then!
"P-please, dear, I deeply regret it, so let me explain everything!" I instinctively release my grasp from her hair as I saw her face.
What?! Did I just felt guilt? Surely not, right? Why would I even feel guilt to a woman who just betrayed my trust, worse, she did it with my friend! I don't deserve to feel guilty, they're the ones whose wrong!
Tears started to form again but this time it was violent, I cried, not as me, but like a weak man who just got something from him.
I really am a good-for-nothing human. Despite reviving again, I keep hurting my partners, mentally and physically, I already made a vow to never repeat such mistake again and yet...
I really can't help the fact that they cheat! I know it is also partially my fault! I fully trusted them and thought they will remain loyal and faithful!
I cried violently as I threw my wife to the other corner, this time, I didn't use force so she just move slightly to make a room for me to collapse.
After that, I slept from tiredness and only woke up when the light hit my face.
It was already morning, I think I slept continuously, leaving my wife completely dumbfounded. Well, it doesn't matter.
As I look around my surrounding, I saw myself lying on the bed. My wife seems to have carried me since the last time I remember before falling to my slumber was I'm punishing her at the other side corner.
I rise from my bed and starts to prepare to head outside, despite being tired and the events last day. I'm still a villager chief and my job is to maintain my people.
When I walk outside, I saw my wife standing and shaking while carrying a child...
Wait a minute?
Is that my child? Surely that's mine, right!?
It's not, goddammit! She just gave birth to a bastard's child! Is giving such an attitude to a goddess really that grave?! What if my former self were to survive the war and ended up facing this child?! Fucking hell!!
Upon noticing my gaze, my wife made a defensive stance to protect her child. Well sure, do that or else I might kill you both, you fucking slut!!
Firstly the reason I called it a bastard's son is of course it's not mine, it has a green hair with a blue oceanic eyes. Who have that kind of traits? I don't, my wife have some if it, which is the eyes, but the hair is exactly similar to that butler bastard!
"Gaaaah!!!"
I can't keep my rage anymore so I made a mess inside the house.
My wife's face had a scared expression as she look at me. Yes, I was frightening, but what they did is just unforgivable. I'm utterly humiliated, as a noble, this kind of thing is not something I can take! Yes that's right! I just had to kill these two and send a letter to my father that I personally killed them. Surely he will accept it since I was called a prodigy right before I was disowned.
Yes, that's right!
I stop making a mess and instead look for a sharp object. Right at the chimney, my sword lies full of dignity. I immediately grab it so I can slice these two creatures! goodbye bitch!
"Verian! Please, don't!"
As if!
I made a stance to slice them from the top but when I do so, my wife chanted something and an invisible barrier stop my blade from reaching them.
"V-verian, please stop. I don't know what's happening to you, and I know it's my fault. But please, calm down, I promise I will tell you anything."
Fuck you!! I've been suffering for a long time! Killing you might give me a chance to turn the tables, you bitch!
I use my power to break the barrier between us. The barrier made a cracking sound as it weaken from the force I used.
Seeing this, my wife was frighten and her eyes widen as she glance at me.
Your eyes won't save you, bitch! I just need to kill you and after that, my father will surely welcome me!
"Verian, please, I'm begging you!" My wife begged as she starts to cry while holding the child.
Finally, I starts to gain the courage to speak my reasoning.
"Y-you betray me, Cilia! You betray me! I won't forgive you, not only did you let me caught you red-handed, you even let me see that bastard's child! I'll make sure to kill you here and present your heads to my father so he can accept me again!!"
As soon as she heard my words, she lowered her head and made a sobbing sound. It seems she can't control her emotion anymore. That would be great! It will weaken her power and after that I can break the barrier!
"I love you, Verian. I really do, I know I made a huge mistake, but please don't involve the child here!" She said while still lowering her head.
"The moment he was born, he's already involve! I can't make this fucking thing be spread and even hear by my family! I would rather kill both of you here and present your heads!"
My wife is kinda strong for a woman, I mean despite her negative emotion, she still keeps her barrier strong, albeit weaker than before.
And of course, I can't let them live. If they live, rumors will spread about my wife having an affair and I will be made to a laughingstock if ever those words were to hear by my family. It would bring great humiliation to me. I'd rather kill them here.
My wife starts to cry violently as she struggles to keep up with my strength. I mean I'm a noble, keeping up with me is enough to know that you're powerful enough. If you withstand it, I will be so delighted that I might chose to forgive you! Hahaha... You jest.
As I thought about something funny, I look at my wife again for the last time. She's gonna die anyways so I'd rather see her pitiful face before that happens.
Damn, she really is a beauty, I can't help but feel that something will lose if ever I killed this person, still my sense of humiliation far exceed this kind of emotion. I can't pity this just because of her face. I need to keep face.
Finally, the barrier starts to crumble as my wife cries loudly! Whew, kinda hardwork for a mere slut, ain't you? When I starts to aim again to slice them, I hesitated.
Why you ask?
My wife just look at me with an adorable crying face. My desire to protect starts to pile up just from it, what if she keep doing this! I'm hesitating, what should I do? Should I kill her to lessen my humiliation or protect her and keep her alive? I can't choose one of this as I stare at the eyes of my wife.
"H-how could you do this to me! I trusted you! I chose you rather than my family and for what!? For this? Humiliation? I just want to have a happy family!"
Wait, what am I saying? Happy family?
"I just want to live happily!"
Wait wait, why are you saying that?
"I just want you to love me!"
Waaaait, I'm not saying this, who the fuck is controlling my mouth?!
"How could you do this to me, Cecilia! I love you! "
Aghh, now I said it. I always tried to set it aside but, I always, always thought about saying it. I truly love this woman.
"I love you too, Verian. Let me explain and I'll be sure you'll understand," My wife made a reassuring smile as she held the child in her arms, but to me, it doesn't matter anymore.
I drop my sword beside me and kneel in front of my wife. I hug her without minding the crying child and soon cry on her shoulder.
This surely is the best thing a man can experience if not for the betrayal of my wife.
I guess I should change my plan then.