it was sunday ,I was very happy because I became free from home ,I was going to take admission in Hostel (boarding school) .it was my childhood I was thinking that I will go in hotel and I will eat samosa and every thing I want ,I was very happy and exited .

time was going on and every one working on to leave me. I was also very happy .that day came and I was ready to go . my mama came and I was ready to go with my father and mama. I was very happy . I was sitting in car . my mama was driving the car. I was so exited because I think that from today my life will change .I will have everything and I will eat every time which I want ,time was going on .about 3 hour after I reached in front of a large building which is situated about 2 km from the main market . I was very exited to see that wow ,great a large hotel . ( because I don't know difference between hotel and hostel ).I was totally unaware what will happen about half an hour with me . my life and my dream was totally about to change . when I reached in front of that large building ,there was a large parking where my father says my mama to park the car . but I was exited to know about what what will happen .

during journey my father gave so many lecture but what say I was unable to understand . because I want only to reach and want to free .

but what was that .

A very large and a very medium size people came out from the building and says in their loud voice

How are you? My father reply fine ?

He was my father's friend.

i guessed that he was the owner of this hotel .

but I was thinking that this owner is very dangerous and will beat me if I will not do work better and take any thing without permission.

I was really upset . I was thinking suddenly a dangerous and very hard sound strike with my head ,oh she is your daughter, that buffalow said to my father and my father said yes .

my mind was not working after striking his giant hand on my head . it was totally unconscious.

I was unable to understand what they talking.

suddenly a crying sound hit my ear I saw behind a cute girl was crying and an ox type person was beating her with a large and strong stick.

I was unable to think what was happening

suddenly that large buffalow came and caught my ear and was pulling towards I was crying but he was felling better and said very strong .

I was suffering from a pain full moment and that fatty

enjoy it .

I was try to understand where I was

and after 10 min class my mama got success to understand me where I was

that was the moment I was completly fucceked off.

A dangerous sound was coming from every where

I was completly a fried

my dream was completly tramp by this large ox .

but what could I do

I was thinking that I I have to talk with my father about go back to home

but ....

so finally my father submitted me to in my school

it was my first day in my life where I can take any desion for which only I was responsible .

when I entered in the building I saw a grop of teachers and a bundle of student which welcome my first day .

my all teacher stare me as I was a goat and they will sacrifice me . I stare as they all was happy to think that they got a tabla to play .

and sick sad childern they stare as I was also a partner of them to share their daily pain .

I entered in office with my father and their friend

I allowed room no. 7 B and my no. was 2123 .

after that my father and his friend decided to write my no. on my all all book and cloths .

they starting to write and about after two I completed all my process.

now it was time my parents had to go to handover their responsibility in others hand .

my eye was full off tears . I don't want to live their without my parents .

I was only 7 years old cute girl . but that time I had no one . I was alone . I was missing my home my parents. I was crying out loudly .

I was to run away but my hand was in my teachers hand . I remember my father came near me and they hand over my head .

they seen in my eye but I was full of pain I want them to hug . and cry loudly but suddenly a sound strike to my year he was my principle.

they came near my father and to go . I did not describe how I was.

what I was thinking

my mind was completly blank

only a word which my father said me while going

repairing in my mind .

they said me it's your life . and you are the owner of your life and you have to make it . from you and your name the path of my life will be decided.

I want that I will be known by your name

my mind was completly blank .

my eye was full of tears

my father was going and looking back . it was first time I missed my parent

today I had nothing expect my hand and leg . from today my life was ready to start and my desion was only for my life...