[beep beep beep]

the sound of my alarm fills the room, but strangely i already out of my bed. i head downstairs to find that there's no one in the kitchen cooking.

"is it always this lonely?" i ask myself

i then make breakfast and take a shower after i finished my meal. in the shower i ponder once again about the loneliness

"it's always been like this, right?"

i finished the shower and get ready for school, after i finished you head to your school, the class went by as usual but i feel as if something's missing

"i always eat lunch alone, but why does it feels as something's missing?" i ask myself again

you go back to your class while shrugging that thought.

[ringgg...]

the bell rings indicating that class is over, i packed my bag and while doing that you take a glance outside the window to see shiro and kuro, the twin, they have a very nice and charming personality and not only that they come from a very wealthy family and that cause them to become really popular, and even though they are twin with different gender their faces is very similar. your mid started to imagine how it would've feel to have them as your friend, and not only because their money but you genuinely think that you would be a good friend even without the money.

you finished packing your bag and proceed to go to the train station as usual. when you arrive at your usual spot you see a girl not to far to your left reading book, you realize it was the transfer student in your class, mary, she is the nerd of my school, because she was a foreigner no one in class talk to her, i know that if i approach her i can be friend or even best friend with her. i stare at her while waiting for the train and i feel the sudden urge to talk to her, i don't know why but since this morning i have been feeling something off even though nothing was off, so i decided to approach and talk to her.

"uhm... excuse me..."

but just as i said that the train arrive and she got onto it, i wanna follow her but my home is the opposite of where she was going. feels defeated i wait patiently for my train.

when i arrive at my home i feels the same feeling as this morning, the feeling of loneliness.

"what is wrong with me today? nothing is wrong or off today but yet i feel the opposite way"

i decided to take a shower to wash of this feeling. after i was done with the shower i walk into my room. while walking towards my bed i see an old picture of my parent, i picked it up, in the corner of this picture you can see that this picture was taken 1 week before my parent died in a car crash 14 years ago, i was to young to remember anything about my parent at the time, all i have is just some picture or an old recording, apparently they were scientist that develop better weapon for humanity, a lot of people that claims to be their friends used to come here to find something but they never find anything. i put down the picture and lay down on my bed.

"mom and dad, i wish you were here today, i know that i don't remember much about you but... i miss you"

tears started rolling down as i said that, i wipe the tears with my hand and drift off to sleep.

[beep beep beep]

the sound of my alarm wakes me up

"that's weird, i ussually wake up before the alarm" i said to myself

after saying that i immediately felt a headache, a bad one

"ah... it hurt"

i stand up and walk toward my medicine cabinet, but because of the headache when you walk over your closet you falls down and passed out.

after the headache is gone o wake up on the floor, and o see a box under the closet that i'm not familiar of

"that's weird, i cleaned it yesterday and that's definitely not there" i said

i went and grab the box and bring it onto my bed. when i open it it contains a recording, that labeled as backup, i decided to open the recording just to know what's inside

["check check, 1... 2... 3"]

i can see a strangely familiar face

[hi... whoever hearing this hi, my name is mary and this recording is to backup our relationship in case of one if we lose our memory"]

"Mary?!" i said in disbelief

"how did her recording ended up in my house?"

["so... i'm mary and i was the smartest and coolest out of the four of us"] as she said that a faint laughter can be heard in the backround

["shut up... ehm... if you found a set of twin and a shady guy play this to you their are your allies"]

"twin?"

["done... come here, it's your turn"]

[wha... that's it?"] a second female voice said

["yes of course, how complicated you want it to be?"]

["okay fine"] as she said that she step in front of the camera and i recognize her face

[hi... my name is shiro, and.... what should i say again?"]

["seriously?]

["yes"]

["well... i guess is your turn now kuro"]

"that twin is here too?"

["i don't think i will"] a male voice said in the background

["come on..."]

["no!"]

["fine, it's your turn now i guess"]

after she said that a figure sat down in front of the camera and surprisingly it was me

"what?" i said in disbelief

["to me in the future... hi, i'm you from the past, if you really are me that lost it memory just remember that at some point in time you have not just a friend but 3 best friend that willing to help you with whatever problem that you has and you can always rely on them because they will always have your back"]

the recording ends, i just stood there in disbelief and a tears start falling down my cheek again. the headache from before start again but this time is much worse, so much worse that i scream in pain and i passed out again.

i can see a flash of memory from the past that i don't know, the friendship that i didn't have, the love of parent that i didn't have. after all of that i finally wakes up remembering everything, i got a memory from another version of me, and i founds out that my parent death was the thing that cause the timeline to diverge and they didn't die in a car crash, someone killed them, someone that want to prevent my parent to develop a weapon.