Out of my frustration I finish all of my works as fast as I can. I never eat lunch, I just working for the past hours. And finally I'm done. It's already 5 p.m.
I tidy up my things and leave the company. I straightly headed to our mansion. I am going home today. As I driving my car, I'm having a thought to leave our mansion again. But how about my mom? I know I am mad at her right now but I don't want to leave her alone. I was drone into my deep thoughts, so I didn't realize that I'm already home.
As I enter our mansion, I told all of our personnel that If my parents asked me if I was home, they must tell them that I'm not.
I straightly go to my room, get the hidden duplicate key of my room and just locked myself. I inhaled so damn deeply, I sat on my bed and just stare at our family picture at my side table.
A sad smile suddenly flash on my lips, time really fly so fast. I turned backwards the picture frame, the picture is making me so sad.
I weakly go to my shower, I spend at least a half of hour in the tub. I feel suddenly so relaxed. I put my clothes on and just went to my mini kitchen. I opened my ref and get the bottle of my favourite vodka. I walk towards to my bed and sat down on the floor. I put my phone on my side table.
As I was recalling what happened the whole day, I must compliment myself for being so strong. I didn't even drink a half of my vodka but I was already drunk. My alcohol tolerance is damn so low. But still I continue to drink.
I don't even want to think right now! I don't know what disaster will happen tomorrow but I hope I will be strong enough to face it. The vodka is now half and I can't drink anymore. I force myself to reach my bed and luckily I felt the soft mattress on my back.
I immediately dozed off to sleep. That's one of your privilege if you are drunk, you can sleep right away.
I'm in the middle of my deep sleep when I heard a suddenly noise. It's so damn noisy like hell! That's my phone ringing! I extended my arm and reached my phone. I answer the call without looking who is it.
"Hello." my voice is just so hoarse but the other line was so silent.
"HEY! I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT FUCK YOU BASTARD BITCH FOR DISTURBING MY SLEEP.!!" I shouted and throw my phone anywhere.
I continued my sleep and the next time I woke up the sun rays was hitting my face damn it! I slowly opened my eyes and look at my clock, WHAT! IT'S ALREADY 8:30 A. M!
I suddenly get up and damn hangover is real! But this is not the time to mind this I'm already late for my work. I shower just a bit and immediately wear my business attire.
I opened my door and just decided to used our elevator to go down. My father and my mother is not here in the house anymore. I guess they are already went to work.
Since my head is aching I just get our driver to drive me to my office. We stopped by in some fast food chain to get some soup. Exactly when I finish my soup, the driven also arrived at our company.
I wasn't expecting this, but I saw my mother on the lobby and as soon as she saw me, she ran and hugged me so tight. I sigh. Okay I am not mad at hrr anymore. I think she is more in pain than me. She was just acting that everything is fine when its not so to let her know that I am not mad anymore to her I just laugh at her. She faced me when she heard me laughing and I saw her pouting like a baby.
"Why didn't you even bother to call or text me! I'm so worried about you! I didn't even fell asleep! Where have you been!?" she attacked me with her questions.
"I locked myself in my room." I whispered to my mom cause I saw my father looking at me.
My mother hit my shoulder, I look ay her dangerously.
"That's hurts Mrs. Sawyer." I playfully add and wink at her. I turned my back on her and just walk away.
"Ms. Sawyer, you did a great job!" my mother shouted so I look back at her. My brows shot up because why is she complimenting me? Then she scoffed to my reaction.
"Never mind if you don't get it, just saying. You did a great job." I shrugged and just wave my hand at her and turned my back completely. I passed my father without even looking at him. I ride the elevator and press the floor of my office.
That's how my days pass by. I spent most of ny time on work. I just talk to my dad when it is work related. The Two vice president thing hasn't been mention since that incident. No one dare bring up that topic even my father. These past dew days, my mom and that bitch was met. She said that bitch is nice and sweet. Whatever! I just let her meet that bitch because that's what father wants which I don't care about him anymore.
It's already Saturday and I'm just watching in our living room when my mom tell me to dress up because this is the day where she is meeting her best friend. She was already dressed up, I told her that I don't want to go, I told her many times but even if I don't want to come, I should go, I don't want to embarrass my mom in front of her friend. And she is really looking forward to introduce her best friend to me.
My mom already leave, she is just so excited to meet her best friend. I stand up and went to my room. I took a bath and just wore a black casual dress and partner it with white coat, and white stilleto and a bit touch of red lipstick. I'm ready to go.
I saw my father on living room it seems like he is also going out. Is he going to meet his another daughter? I rolled my eyes with that thought. I was about to passed him when he suddenly talk.
"Where are you going?" I sigh so heavily. I don't know but I just really don't feel like talking to my dad. I haven't forgiven him.
"Just going out with mom." I simply replied without even looking at him. I was about to walk when he thrown another question that made me look back on him.
"With your mom?" his tone was so shocked.
"She and I will meet her best friend today. Didn't she tell you that?" My eyebrow rose up a bit. I'm sure that my mother will tell my father where she is going but why my father seems no have a clue?
Well, whatever. I just turned my back on him and just leave, rode my car and leave our mansion. While driving I keep on thinking about my father's reaction awhile ago. Are they fighting? Then I guess I should congratulate mom.
After 20 minutes of driving I arrived now at the mall where our meeting place takes in. I park my car and enter the mall. I went to the restaurant of the mall which is in the second floor because my mother texted me that they are all there.
Whatever, I didn't want even to go here because going in the mall reminds me of that guy, that guy that I wanted to forget. Ughhh! That night, I think we had sex. Because I keep on dreaming him. He is on top of me and damn playing with my hard nipples. But when I woke up that morning. I have my clothes on. Why I can't remember what haooen that night.
I enter the room for VVIP and there I saw my mother, I walk towards her direction without even tearing my eyes on her. I must know why she didn't inform my father where she is right now and I really wanted to tell her that I'm going home. I used to love malling but now, Mall is making me mad because of that guy.
I stopped in front of her and raised my eyebrow.
"Mom, can I just hello to your best friend and go home immediately?" I said never minding my surrounding. I just really wanted to go home and rest.
Her eyebrows shot up and look at me so clueless about what I'm saying.
"And are you and your husband fighting?" I added to my remark.
"Husband? That's your dad young lady. And we are not fighting." she calmly said but her eyes says otherwise. She can't even look at me straightly in the eye.
"I know that you know that me and dad isn't in good terms right now but that doesn't mean that you should also be in bad terms with your husband. I know you love him more than yourself and I also know that you love me more than you love dad. So what happen? Why are you fighting? It is because of me?" I said sincerely because even I hate dad I know the fact that mom really loves my dad.
I know my mom, aside from me, daddy is her happiness. My mother pouted that makes me laugh. She is too old to do that thing.
"He was just so stubborn. Let him be and you are not the reason why we are fighting."
I raised my brow and smirk.
"How many days have you've been fighting?" I asked
"One week ago up untill now." she honestly said.
"Then why you guys just get divorced?" I jokingly said and cross my arms and look at my mom. She bit her lip and stare at me. She is silent while looking at me.
"Don't tell me, you are considering what I just have said??!" my voice suddenly rose up a bit.
She swallowed hard and look down at her ring finger. Oh! My!
"Mom! What are you thinking??" my voice become alarming. I know they love each other.
"Come on baby. You said that you can walk down at the aisle without your father's arm." my mom said softly.
"I know I said that and I mean it but mom, my dream wedding is to walk at the aisle with you and my dad. Is dad hurting you?"
"Baby, no,no. Your dad is nice man that he can give his fully attention to his other child than to give us just a little bit of his attention" she said bitterly.
"Do you know how many days I've been sleeping on our bed alone? I woke up in the morning and saw nothing? I get it that his other child needs an attention but I need his attention too. I know I'm being childish again but I really felt so empty and the thought that you are home was just my reason not to leave our house." my mom added.
"You can enter my room you know." I jokingly said to cheer up my mother.
"And speaking of that, where have you been in this past few days. I asked all of your friends but they said you aren't in their houses. Where did you sleep? Huh? Do you know how much I am worried?" she bombered me her questions.
"Well, I have a lot of property and I just visited them to unwind." I lied. I don't want to tell her that I slept on that bastard room.
"Let's just talk that matter later. By the way this is my best friend." my mother smiled and pointed her finger to the lady in front of her that I didn't even noticed.
But I was so shocked when my eyes met the face of her best friend. Her best friend is damn Mrs. Harlow the mother of Amadeus Asher Harlow. What the hell!
"And you should always look around you before you start nagging baby. This guy is her second son. You met him already at the birthday of Mr. Harlow." my mother added.
I slowly look at the guy beside Mrs. Harlow and I swallowed hard when I saw his hardened face and his dangerous gaze on me.
Suddenly a bucket of memories flash through my mind. OH! MY! GOSH! FUCK!
That was just not a dream. The hot and wild sex I was dreaming isn't a dream!
FLASHBACK
I opened my eyes and saw Asher handsome face. I was floating in the air. He is carrying me, a bridal style. I snaked my arms on his neck. He faced me and that's the right time I kiss him. I move my lips but he is not responding.
He put me down as the elevator close. I'm postive now that I am drunk cause Asher face is keep on becoming more and more handsome.
I kiss him again. I pit my arms around his nake so he couldn't escape my kiss. But I was so shocked when he responded and I just found my self following his lead. His tongue made a way to enter in my mouth and taste it all over. He then bit my lower lip. I thought he will just stop there but no, his kisses keeps on coming down until it reaches my neck.
He gave a small kisses on my neck and a moan escape on my mouth when he lick and suck on my neck. His hands are now travelling into my body. While his lips is busy sucking my neck his hand now was in my boobs. He squeeze it and create a circular motion in my nipple.
"Oh, my Ash~~~~" I bit my lower lip when a moan escape. Fuck it! My hands on his neck is now oit of energy. Asher other hand snake on my waist and that is now my support. He went back on kissing me. Taste my mouth kissing my lips like its his.
He leaves my lips and give a peck on my neck. He lower his body and I was about to asked why he do that when he suddenly now sucking my boobs with my clothes on.
"Oh~~Ash~~"
I was so frustrated when he suddenly stop. He hug me so tight. My face was buried om his neck. And that time the elevator open. There's a lot of of people entered.
Oh my goshh! But something is poking me down there and I know what is it! I feel so damn horny. I wanted to cry. I want him.
The elevator open and Asher guided me to step out. We walk a long hallway and he opened a double door. He enter so I enter also.
"Do you want water?" he said. I can't believe him! Damn it!
"I want you." I faced the floor, my voice is soft and I didn't know if he heard it or not but he pull me closer and he push the door to be closed.
"Hmm, what do you want?" he huskily said. Damn! He was so sexy like fucking hell.
"I------I--wa--nt y-o--u" I am still glancing on the floor. He grab my chin and now he saw my eyes which is screaming I want him. He kiss me and I responded immediately.
His kiss is rough but I still fucking turning me much on. I want him being rough. He cupped my butt and lift me. I don't know where going but one thing is for sure he is driving me so crazy.
I felt a soft mattress on my back. He look at me so dangerously. Like a beast looking at his prey.
"Now, sleep." he fucking just said that. I was frustrated because I'm really horny. He was about to left me when I pulled him. He sits on the edge of the bed. I get up immediately and sit on his lap. I was facing him. I can feel his thing on my private part. I heard his deeo sigh.
His hand grip my shoulder and I know that he is trying to get me off on him but I started grinding and pounding him. Damn fuck!
I snake my arm on his neck and grind on him harder. Now I felt his heavy breathing. His hand is now supporting at me. But I get off him. I stand in front of him bitting my lips. I can still feel the sensation but I damn goddamn give him a blast. I know how to please guys. I watched porn.
I take off my clothes and my pants. My bra and panty are just the clothes I have on. I went closer to him and smile so seductively.
"Can you do the honor to take off my bra my Asher?" I asked seductively. I watch how he gulp. But he didn't move so I take off my bra facing him. I saw how his gaze at me filled with lust.
I bended my knees and put his pants down. I put down also his boxer and his big friend greeted me. It was big and erected. I touch it and I heard his gasp. I stroke it up and down. His breathing becomes heavy.
I slowly went to his friend and put it on my mouth. I recall on what I watch and I started my work. I even did him the thing called deep throat.
"Fuck!" he grunted and grab my hair then guided my phase. But I was unsatisfied when he pull me uo and thrown me to bed.
I wss about to complain when he kiss me down to my neck to my breast down to my stomach. His skillful hand found my pearl when he touch it.
"Ash~~" I can't helo but to moan. In just an instant my panty flew over the room.
"So wet." he commented and The next thing he did made me go crazy. He lick my pearl tease my entrance with his sinful yet skillful tongue. He keep on doing it.
"FUCK! ASH~~~~FA~~AHH~~STER~~" he obliged my demand and got my first release.
He sit up and pointed his friend on my entrance. He is teasing me and I wwas impatient. That is why i move closer and fuck! Hi whole shaft was inside of me.
IT HURTS! DAMN IT! MY VAGINA IS LIKE RIPPING!
"Fuck! This is your first?" Asher seems so shocked but I can't mind him cause I minding the pain damn it.
"Damn it, distract me. It hurt Ash." a small tear escape in my eyes.
"Fuck." he cursed and bent over me to kiss me. He sensually kiss me and suck my nipples. A minute later. I adjusted I guess he noticed that and he began to move. He started eith a sloppy move.
"Damn it! Asher faster."
He pounded me so rough and faster.
"Ahhhh~~~Yeah~~~~~Ash~~"
"ASSH~~be~~ggi~ng fas~~ter~"
He became faster and faster.
"Ahhhh~~~~~" my second release. I felt a hot liquid on my legs. I loft my head and saw he got his relesse too. I thought once is enough for him but damn. We did it until dawn
END OF FLASHBACK
HE IS REALLY MY FIRST! HE TOOK MY VIRGINITY THAT NIGHT!
FUCK!