I'm fine being alone. Having friends doesn't even enter my mind. I just want to do what I want to do. Being lonely gives me a peace of mind. I don't care what other people think. I just want to be who I am.
Every after class I somehow visit one of my parents bar. I drink and sometimes I have sex with one of the staff just to kill my boredom.
But I changed after seeing her. I stopped drinking and having sex with someone. I hate it, that with just one look, she changed me. I hate the way her smile stuck in my mind. I hate it all. Including the way why my heart feels uneasy the past few days that I never saw her. Why am I looking for you? Is it supposed to be like this?
It's bothering me. I'm thinking of her again.
So I decided to get drunk. But I didn't expected what I saw.