March 22, 2021

Dear Someone,

I stared at my phone for about three hours, contemplating if I had the guts to write my experiences. Thoughts rushed into my mind, and suddenly I became frightened of the idea that many people would criticize me for my words. Yet here I am, sharing everything with you. I'm still scared, but I knew I had to start somewhere. It's just the beginning, many things will unfold, but I hope you will still be there to witness it.

I'll start by telling you that I've heard voices. They are shouting that I should stop dreaming, that I need to face reality, but I can't, no, I don't want to, because the moment I open my eyes I know, everything will fall apart. All of my hard work will perish like a speck of dust, and no one will mind remembering me.

All I want is someone to cherish and remember me. Even if it's only one person, I don't want to be alone in this world. Is it too much to ask for this? To yearn for a person to see my worth.

But maybe I'm crazy like what they've told me, perhaps I am losing my mind because I can't see that I'm not really alone, I have them- but I chose to listen to voices that bring us to fall apart. Let's continue it next time!

Sincerely yours,

Nobody.