Adrian thought Lucas will scold him, berate him for not even being able to cope with the thought of losing him and end up forgetting him and their relationship when he needed him the most or use it as a bargaining chip and will try to renege the anger and scolding he can get, what he didn't expect nor thought was for Lucas to cry.
Lucas's eyes were slightly puffed off and had turned slightly red at the corners from all the drying. Crystal clear tears run off his cheeks like pearls. He looked breathtakingly pitiful.
He looked so beautiful that Adrian had the sudden impulse to bully him more.
Adrian couldn't bear to look at Lucas. His heart ached and felt helpless but somewhere in his heart, he wanted Lucas to cry some more and sate his hunger to bully him and make him cry.
Ah! His heart is truly in chaos with two containing thoughts.