The storm in the 12th month marks the beginning of the new year, Elaine can't wait to finish her schooling and enter the university world because she no longer has to remember all her bad memories.
Elaine went to school for the last time only to receive exam results. there were so many beautifully dressed students and busy taking pictures with friends and teachers. Elaine and Ziana were pounding waiting for the exam results together, Elaine saw Ziana did not stop praying for good results while she did not keep high hopes because throughout the study, she could not focus and was stressed with the torment she gets every day.
After getting the results, Elaine quickly got out of school and went home on foot to calm her mind as well as make life plans. Elaine goes home and shows her bad exam results to her mother but she is surprised that her mother is not angry at all just like other family members are not angry too.
Elaine said to her mother "mother, Elaine wants to continue studying in a place far away from here, did you give permission?". but his mother was just silent not saying anything. Elaine tried to say to her sister too and Elaine felt like exploding in her heart when her sister said "with exam results like this, you can't go to any university anymore, you better sit and take care of our mother at home". Elaine said in her heart "Why don't you try to help me first before giving a final word like this while other people you give encouragement and help" Elaine entered the room and cried with her family's treatment of her.
After a long strike Elaine did not speak to her family members and cried every day in the room, One day, her family had to make Elaine's request possible. Elaine was finally able to continue studying in college even though it was not the field she wanted and the college was close to home but she still went to study there because if she was confined indoors maybe she would go crazy.
Elaine felt happy and calm when she studied in the business field until semester 2 until one moment, she heard that her mother had an accident and her father was sick in the hospital. Elaine's mind went blank, she felt all this was her fault for wanting to continue studying and what her family said close to her was etched in her brain and she screamed and begged that all this was just a dream.
When the time came, Elaine stood in front of the door of the professor's room with the decision she made after a long time thinking about the good and the bad for herself. She enters the room and asks for a letter to quit college, Elaine knows that one day she will probably regret it and maybe the thing will haunt her for the rest of her life.
Elaine told her family that she had quit college and her family's reaction was not angry but a little happy, Elaine felt sad when she saw such a reaction but she couldn't do anything about it. Elaine commutes from the hospital to accompany her father after quitting college, Every time she sleeps on the hospital floor, she will think is this that will make her happy when sacrificing her own life that she felt she never felt this was her own life. At that time tears flow in the dark room.