I made sure that nothing of value was left, after I made a list of things that I acquired, I sent it to Fury to see if he was interested in buying any of the stuff I got .
Which will make me more rich and I can buy more stuff.
I plan on buying wood release once i am done with Ddraig, I don't wanna left him hanging, atleast not until I can learn balance breaker, I have already learned boost and transfer, but he told me I need to master the balance breaker to learn soul transferal, a skill I was interested in.
I was meditating as I brought out my desire, as according to Ddraig, desire is the key to this thing, Desire is everything, it is what I need to master Balance breaker as I am more then eligible to weild the said form in my current physical prowess.
*Search for it, feel it, Why do you desire the balance breaker?,"why do you desire that power?, what drives you towards it?, Partner.*
I menatlly nodded at him, honestly I wasn't really sure, was I trying to look for it because i wanted to become stronger, I was plenty strong and I woild continue to become stronger, until I died somehow.
Was I looking for it so that I could save people?, from what, for now there are no threats that need to be dealt with, what am I doing this for?
I kept thinking to myself for a while, I began going through everything I did to get to where I am, I felt the regrets and happiness of my old life, from when I was nothing, when I was just a simple guy, one of the many, when no one would give me a moment of their time.
When I suffered injustice in various way,asking why it happened to me, I was better and sharper, yet I was always rejected, and cast away.
'Why why why!'
I kept going through various scenes in my life.
Being rejected by the Army.
Being rejected by the NYPD.
Being rejected by my parents.
Being rejected by my friends who I called brothers.
being rejected.
All my life, all I got was rejection and injustice, when the one thing I hated was injustice.
My sister needed the money for her bills, but the insurance company bailed on us.
She died and i couldnt do anything to save her,our parents disappeared, we didn't know where they went.
It was all dark and gloomy,
I could only feel despair, Fear ,Anxiety.
and then I died, I died saving a little kid,atleast I did something good before I left that world, I did something that I wanted to do, I wonder how he is doing, funny I didn't think such things before.
That act if sacrifice, that single act was all it took, and I got a taste for it, not the taste of bloood as my body died and gave up on me, my dying tears were not the tears of sadness and grief unlike what I usually though, they were tears of happiness.
I got kick from, it made me realize I could do so much more, I could do so much to protect those that I loved, to bring the ones who mistreated the normal people to their knees.
And thats what happened,i came face to face with what I did , I saved the kid, that was for sure, but what was really shocking was that I took the damn bastard with me, unlike what I previously saw in my memories.
The guy died along with me,but unlike him, I lived, I lived on in another world to deal the same hand that I dealt him.
"I think I found my answer, I know what drives me, I know why I want the balance breaker, I know why I want power."
I surfaced from my thoughts and returned to reality.
*And what is it?* Ddraig asked me with amusement.
He already knew the answer,yet he had me look for it, good for me though, with this I was finally able to see what I did, I was worried about that guy doing something to the kid.
but I guess now I am free from that.
"Its because...I want to bring justice to those who deserve it and save those that need it, but thats not all... I don't want to see it, I don't want to see another family ruined, I don't want to see cruelty be brought upon the victim, I want the ones who play us to suffer."
*Hmm, I guess thats as good a reason as any.* I felt like Ddraig was not convinced entirely, did I say something wrong, was that not that reason that drove me, that wasn't my drive, then what was!?
I stood up slowly, my body was aching, which should be nigh impossible.
*You have been meditating for a week*
"Excuse me!?"
*You heard it, it's been a week, among all my hosts, you are the slowest.*
Now that was rude, I am definitely better then Issei.
*Hmmm*
"Are you ignoring me." I asked him.
*I am going to sleep, you have mastered the usage of Balance breaker, your body can use it continuously for forvever I guess, but...you should focus on making some variations like that guy* he told me before he flew away, bot paying me mind.
"I guess he must be feeling tired and all." I told myself, I knew that wasn't the case, he was a heavenly dragon.
He was sulking, or something like that I guess.
I brought my hand forward and yellwd out Balance breaker, like a protagonist as it caused me to blush.
Huge power surged wihin me, I felt like my blood was boiling with excitement, my drgaon heritage churning and moving, it felt like all aspects of mine were multiplied and I grew wings.
I looked back and I actually did have wings.
I used a small amount of magic, which was blood red in color for some reason and launched it at the wall.
*Booooom*
A hole the size of a door was now plastered on the previous enhanced wall.
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