I used to think that love simply does not exist, to me love was a myth fairytale bullshit but everything changed with one look at Alesha in her eyes is all it takes for me to know the depths and bounds of love to know love in fact exist.
Having her laying in my arms is like heaven on earth what else can one possibly ask for, she's like the only girl that withholds such magic within, her smile should never underestimate it melts my heart and touch even the depth of my dark soul in only ways she's capable of doing without even trying.
I love her I knew it the minute I met Alesha that awaken unfamiliar feeling the tug of my heart I knew am older by years but love has no limits to age nor gender just getting to know her the invisible pull was just too much to be ignored.
I never expected to fall in love it was never on my to do list but I guess cupid had other plans it came unexpectedly it happened before you could even have the chance to stop you're already in love and just like that it happened if it wasn't for that night under the stoplight I wouldn't have fallen I would have never known just how much my heart could care for someone apart from my family nor letting someone in or even capable of love.
Letting out a comforting sigh as I slowly drift off to sleep holding her protectively with a smile knowing that's all I ever wanted and need.
Alesha POV
Raising my heavy eyelids which felt like they were glued together halfway only for them to fall shut "for the love of lucky charm turn it off" I growled out the sun rays were being a real bitch and the fact that my head pounding as if someone's bashing it with a bat wrapped myself in the duvet I couldn't tell from when my bed felt so good exactly because it never did, waves of nausea adding to my discomfort, and now I could add dehydration to the list was too obvious to dismiss.
The awful taste of my mouth causing me to feel nauseous I know I always had bad breath in the morning but right now this is disastrous my throat feels dry and dying for thirst again my stomach feels upset and I hurl jolting up and instantly regret it my head was spinning sealing my hand fast over my mouth.
Jumping off the bed only to kiss the ground with a loud throb causing me to grunt, everything was spinning in circles before becoming steady using the bed to pull myself to stand looking around this wasn't mine my eyes landed on the muscular figure laying down on his stomach sheet rest on his waist.
I didn't have the time to think when another wave came running as fast as I could while tripping over my leg in the process flying the first door and was thankfully greeted face first with the cold ass tiles okay at times am clumsy but at least I found the bathroom.
Crawling didn't even care right now barely pulling myself in a sitting position and just let everything out it sounds like a pipe which was gross and the unpleasant stench going up my nose only making my stomach sick feeling hand rubbing my back causing me to flinch a little turning around swiftly seeing Gio staring down on me my eyes widen shock and confusion I opened my mouth to ask why the hell he's doing here but I dismissed that leaning back I feel embarrassed for him to witness me like this but I couldn't do anything then empty everything.
From the pounding head, vomit taste in my mouth and dehydrated feeling can only mean one thing must have been drinking heavily last night my throat felt sore and dry like I haven't drunk water for days.
Flushing and wash my face and mouth my eyes skip over what am wearing only causing my heart to pound "oh my God you me oh God" I began freaking out "what are you going on about" he asked "if you're talking about us sleeping together well no we didn't I simply changed you" Gio explained letting out a sigh of relief.
"How did I end up here?" I asked "don't you remember anything" he respond shaking my head no everything was blurry placing a glass of water on the counter while he searched the cabinet I couldn't help but admire the way his back muscles flex strong manly arms the gray sweatpants settle on his hips showing his Calvin Klein my eyes were spellbind by the upper back tattoo of tribal starting from his neck down to his mid spine and where I could tell is that it also meets with the tribal sleeve on both arms.
My eyes met his and I could feel the heat rising to my face shyly turning my gaze up at the expensive looking chandelier like it's the most interesting thing can't believe he catch me checking him out.
"Come here" Gio said making small steps but stopped halfway "closer am not gonna bite you" he replied with a light raspy chuckle his blue eyes glistening with amusement when I was at arms length letting out a gasp of surprise when Gio lifted me placing me on the marble tile counter as he hands me a crystal turquoise color toothbrush and a tube of toothpaste mint flavor.
It doesn't get more luxurious looking than this massive bathroom plenty of space ridiculously big walk-in glass shower ambient lighting on both sides have the same designs four expensive gray porcelain marble tiles counter, the latest stylish basins and faucets a huge mirror with gold at the edges.
White curtains at the wide glass windows at one widow had a luxurious large Jacuzzi gray marble porcelain tiles the walls and floor everything screams costly especially the three golden ring chandeliers that hangs from the ceiling.
Looking around the room everything was spotless clean like it's straight out of a magazine.
It was just spectacular I could see my reflection from the shiny floor "how did you find me" I asked brushing my teeth "it's my club and I bumped into you" he replied doing the same "of course you do" I said rolling my eyes he raises his brow with a questioning look.
"You're like some big shot guy you're like the only person I know that have accomplished so much at such a young age" I explained causing him to smile proudly after I finished he handed me two tablets and the glass of water.
"How did you get past the security" he inquired "uh ID" I said he give me a look "what ID you're only sixteen the only ID you have is a school one" Gio utter folding his arms causing them to bulge even more my eyes trail down to the v line his stomach was firm his physique was ripped with muscles little bit of curly hair disappearing into his pants.
His olive skin tone went well with his dark brown hair and brings out those alluring cerulean eyes that hold my gaze waiting for an answer "uh" I couldn't even think of anything his eyes were just too distracting "Alesha" Gio called my name in a stern tone his eyes daring me to tell him a lie.
"Fake ID" I muttered avoid looking at him but he had other plans his finger turned my head so I was looking at him but I lowered my gaze to settling on his broad shoulder he was one fine looking species it should be a crime to look this good.
"I don't want you going back to such a place do you understand," he instructed with a hint of anger to his voice nodding my head "use your words Alesha," he said standing in front of me hands on both sides caging me in "yes Gio" I reply he's making me feel things especially my hormones leaning over to the impeccable sinful thoughts of no return just imagine what those strong arms can do ungodly deeds damn it Alesha you're spending too much time with Kelsey.
"Kelsey" I shouted out "shit, shit, shit" I add completely forgetting about her Gio started laughing which was delightful "now you remember about her," he said between laugh "uh yes" I said sheepishly "she's alright she's probably sleeping Alessandro's watching her" he told me relief washed over me making me relax a little "don't worry Alessandro won't do anything" he reassures probably by the look on my face.
"Your friend isn't what am worried about it's what Kelsey's capable of doing," I told him knowing her it's like when she's intoxicated her raging hormones go into overdrive with Alessandro watching her I won't be surprised if they smash.
"C'mon let's get you something to eat" he mentioned jumping down looking in the mirror my hair was in turmoil all over the place the curls were slowly wearing out following down the stairs "nice house you have here," I told Gio walking beside him "this isn't my house it's my condo" he replied oh was all I said.
Walking into the arch entrance and what I heard made me wanna bleach my ear "clearly you don't understand the meaning of handle with care on the package" I hear Kelsey shouted "not my fault you were going at it like a little bunny rabbit in heat" Alessandro defend my mouth automatically hang open.
"You were on top of your voice I swear they could've heard you" he declared glimpsing over at Gio who looked unbothered.
"What in the unholy fuck…you heard them" I whispered just curious he nodded "I thought you'd wake up with your friend's obnoxious screams echoing through the house" he answered walking in seeing Alessandro caging Kelsey between the island my eyes widen and then darkness with Gio's hand went over my eyes shielding my innocents.
Gio cleared his throat probably to get their attention "can you guys finish this somewhere else there's a teen in the room" Gio announces I frown pulling his hand away since I've already seen Kelsey's hand in Alessandro's sweatpants and I can't unsee it I need to sprinkle some holy water in my eyes.
Alessandro chuckled while Kelsey looked embarrassed as he stepped back Kelsey jumped down off the island counter she was wearing one of his shirts I think.
Kelsey's eyes roam my shirt and a knowing smirk cover her face Gio was searching for something to look after while talking with Alessandro.
"So I need details" she whispered when I sit down on the stool on the opposite side of where she was occupying a second ago "there's nothing to tell," I said clearly she doesn't know me too well that I won't just open my legs to just anyone no matter how gorgeous they looked and the fact that I've not known Gio that long.
Her smile fell but shift to a wide smile and I know I was in for an earful of her telling me the deeds about her journey down Dickville "fuck am only sorry I didn't meet him earlier…" and she started.
"You sure you don't need help" I called out ignoring Kelsey who was in her world of lust and adventure to see what's been happening for the last couple minutes now "no am good I have it under control" Gio answered he was making scrambled eggs bacon with toast "you're trying to pull off this thing uh," I said fanning my hand.
"Well yeah it's my first time so bare with me," he said sheepishly as Alessandro remove the brunt frying pan.
"Well, if it turns out like your last sixth attempt am taking over" I said laughing but stopped when smoke blanket the room finally catching Kelsey's attention as she started coughing "the toast Alessandro" I shouted they both were trying to make breakfast and one job Alex was responsible for was to watch it so it doesn't burn.
"Move aside I'll do it" I ordered sliding off the stool the kitchen was a mess pans were in the sink with either burnt eggs or bacon "now take notes boys," I said proudly smirking and starting preparing breakfast.
"Bon appetite" I announce sweetly placing down the plate with blueberry pancakes "Merci beauté" was Gio's response it's funny how he can switch from one accent to another my head tilt to the side "do I need to pull up Google translate or something" I replied sitting down beside him "thank you beautiful" he translates and now I just looked dumb while the others were sitting opposite.
"On the brighter side at least you'll survive having a maid that is" I taunt Gio I could tell he was enjoying my food it's funny how he can run so many organizations but failed to tackle eggs toast and bacon.
"Hey, at least I didn't burn down the kitchen" Gio exclaims "this time" Alex corrects him we started laughing when Alessandro filled us in an how Gio burnt down his kitchen frying an egg, and forget to turn off the stove.
My phone started ringing reaching for my clutch that was laying down on the table huffed in annoyance when I see who was calling.
"Hello, princess" her voice dripping and coat with a motherly tone "who is this," I said my voice muffled because of the food I was still putting in my mouth, I could feel the atmosphere changes Kelsey was giving me a questioning look Gio tensed beside me didn't go notice nor the way Alessandro's eyes were looking at me.
"You don't remember your mother," she said in a little hurt tone "well normally you don't call and my name and princess in the same sentence I'd only think that would only happen if you got kidnapped by aliens and they'll finally put that brain to some good use" Kelsey laughed out when she realized who I was on the phone with.
"Isn't it too early for your sarcasm" mom said irritatingly "I don't know am I mom" I utter annoyingly she took a deep breath "anyways I want you to meet someone and please don't be a bitch and cause problems we'll be coming by around four so get the place in order" mom orders even though she said it nicely I still hear the bitchiness.
Hanging up the phone in case she had something else to say "what was that about" Kelsey inquired "clearly mom's coming by with one of her weekly fuck boys" I answered "language young lady" Gio state "what are you six" I grumble "no but am old enough to throw you over my knees and smack that butt of yours" he replied darkly looking up at him through my long lashes but all he did was scoop up little eggs and eat as if he didn't just threaten me.
Looking over the others as they acted like they didn't hear but the grin on their faces said otherwise.
After breakfast, we left Alessandro and Kel to do the dishes while I followed Gio back to his bedroom.
"Why" I utter the burning issue that was bothering me for so long "why what" Gio ask "just leave like that without saying goodbye nor a text I tried texting though" I point out swinging my legs back and forth while sitting on the bed.
"Things came up but I never meant to leave without telling you goodbye and my phone wasn't working" Gio enlighten me "so you didn't ditch me because I was annoying" I was amazed and a little confused tilting my head up to see him wanting to know if I was instead he chuckled walking over to me "yes you are and that's what I like about you" he comments his eyes held adoration giving me a cheeky smile while twirling my curl between his fingers.
"At least I'm lovable" I said laughing he hands me a royal blue hoodie sweatshirt "I'll be downstairs" he added nodding as he walked out closing the bathroom door putting the hoodie on the counter and removed my clothes.
The walk-in glass shower was spacious beautiful elite frameless double swing glass door the crème porcelain tile walls and flooring is gratifying and enriched this ultra-sleek shower has a manlike appeal geometric shapes in the basic square, and simplistic decorative components makes for a soothing rain shower experience.
Various silver buttons on the wall speed of how you want the water, temperature check HWC means hot warm or cold what was more gravitating was the stylish shower set brass golden faucet shower mixer tap black gold rainfall shower system I couldn't wait to test it out searching the cabinet found various amounts of hair products no wonder his hair was always so shiny reaching for one of the shower gels by the smell of it I could tell it was expensive and the fact that I couldn't even pronounce the word even if I tried.
Pushing the button for warmth and gush it feels so good after showering I just stayed under a little longer enjoying the richness drying off I smell just like him and nope am not complaining getting dress in my skirt and underwear from last night and the hoodie he gave me the hoodie was big for me but warm sniffing it hey don't judge me I couldn't help it Gio's manly scent of expansiveness just wrapped around me.
Drying my hair leaving it in an afro at least I looked a little decent and head downstairs entering the cozy living room seeing Gio looking out the window he was on the phone talking he had changed into a dark grey short sleeve v neck slim fit shirt sky blue washed denim pants and white high-top sneakers.
Gio probably hears me since he looked over his shoulder "I'll be there shortly" he said then hang up "can I" I asked motioning to the huge mount TV on the wall "sure no need to ask" he answered sitting down beside me "where's Kelsey" I ask scrolling through Netflix selecting Amar.
"Alessandro," he told me go figure "do you regret meeting me? I mean I just wanna do" I question I know I probably sound like a lovesick puppy even though nothing is going on between us I just like his company and I hope he feels the same.
My eyes still on the tv fearing what his response would be "no" Gio quickly answer as if he knew I was going to ask turning slightly "if we never met I wonder if you'd even notice me" I press searching his eyes for the truth the way his cerulean blue eyes with a sea of perfection so irresistible as his red lips curved into a smile that breathtaking smile that would stop any girl in a five mile radius his smile was that good.
"It would've been impossible not to notice you, you have no idea how you drew the attention of men especially when you're working no matter where they're" he admits "yeah some were even older than me" I mentioned laughing a little.
Looking over at the clock on the wall forty-five minutes after eleven "I should probably get going" I said to Gio who was quietly watching the movie "I'll go get Kelsey" I mention "Alex would drop her home" he stopped me nodding taking up my stuff following him out the door finally getting the view of the house and it was amazing.
Gio open the car door and I get in stopping at the gate I watched Gio scan his eye and palm and the gate pulled back he drives out as it closed back "how far away are we" I questioned looking out the window "hour and a half" he replied.
"Am I gonna see you tonight?" I ask part of me hoping looking over at him Gio glimpse over for a sec "am leaving" he replied low "what…and the thought never crossed your mind that you'd somewhat tell me I know we barely know each other but still" I said disappointingly "it's just complicated" was his dumb answer I was kinda hurt but I didn't let it show.
"You don't owe me an explanation Gio" I said turning my eyes back to the window he didn't say anything which I was kinda glad for.
Why do I feel such a strong connection whenever am around him I'm happy and sad at the same time how is that even possible I know I can't get attached to him but at the same time, I can't brush off the feelings of being comfortable and safe around him.
I just can't explain it how can I when I didn't even know why myself all I can think about is his eyes, lips, hair, signature smirk, divine scent, fashion sense always wearing those expensive looking suits that just cling to him, his character there's just something about him the strong authority radiating off him the dark aura the glint in his eyes like they can see even the depths of your soul everything about Gio screams power.
He's like chocolate you know it's not good for you but at the same time, it's just so bloody tempting that's what Gio is a tempting chocolate bar I just can't stop the feeling that keeps coming is this what Kelsey means by me being a horny virgin ticking time bomb ready to explode I know I'm not gonna just have sex because of how handsome he is especially when there's nothing between us.
I may have a tiny teeny weeny crush on him but that's all just my teenage hormones begging for attention which they'll never get they might as well just go back into hibernation I've never felt this way about anyone apart from Raphael even though he's gone part of me still hanging on hopes that he'll somehow show up on my doorstep.
And if I'm being truthful I'd rather stay single don't think I have it in me again to get my heart ripped out of my chest again.
Realizing that we aren't moving so lost in my mind to see that am home "I guess this is my stop…" I trail off "if you're planning on leaving again at least tell me this time it isn't that hard" I snap barely concealing my irritation and the way I felt giving him one last look before opening the door and walk barefoot reaching the entrance to the apartment but stopped when I didn't hear Gio driving off.
Turning around even though the window was tinted without a doubt I know he was staring at me which somehow made my heart skip a beat before I could even comprehend what was happening I was making long strides back to the car opening the door and sitting down and facing Gio I probably look like some weirdo but oh well you live and you learn.
"Have you ever feel like there's no one in this world who loves you" Gio utter without looking at me "tell me about me" I huff out he chuckles "what do you know about love anyways you're young" he mentions rolling my eyes "trust me I've had my fair share of love and disappointment knew what it felt like being in love and hurt by the same person so yep I know the feeling" I counter trying to hide the sadness.
"Am sorry you had to go through that what happened" Gio console me I could hear the concern in his voice "I was just incapable of being loved" I mutter looking down playing with my fingers "what makes you think that" he questioned as he lifts my chin so am looking at him.
"Because he left without saying anything maybe I did something wrong I-I don't know and I won't find out it doesn't matter though love is just overrated," I told him with the flick of my hand.
Something flashed in his eyes and before I could register it disappear "just because he left doesn't mean he didn't love you any less maybe he had his reasons" he acknowledge "whatever those reasons where it doesn't matter now he's in the past and I've moved on" I told him dismissing everything with a small fake smile.
"Well enough of my pity love story tell me about yours, you probably been in tons of relationships that you've lost count," I said wanting to get to know him.
"That's not true I can count because I've only been in one real relationship" Gio replied "that's impossible with a face and body like that there must be thousands of girls lining up" I exclaimed exaggerating he laughed shaking his head "you're right about one thing but no one can compare to the love of my life she's already captured my heart and has been reserved for her from the moment I found her," Gio said sweetly.
The way he said it was just so sweet and the fact that he held my gaze in such a way that is confident adoration I let out awe the way he talked so passionate about her you could even hear it in his voice she's really lucky.
"Where is she," I asked wanting to know the girl who captured his heart his eyes clouded with an unknown emotion "she's here" was all he said scrunching my eyes in confusion "uh" I questioned "she's here physically but her home will forever be in my heart" Gio states with an enchanting tone as he placed his hand over his heart with a warm smile.
"Oh my am sorry for your loss but I know she was lucky to have you," I said reassuring him with a kind smile when I realized why he said she was here because she's dead that's so sad I wanted to ask about her but dismissed it didn't want to open up old wounds only God knows what poor Gio had been through.
Gio stared at me for a good couple seconds then his face went from really to are you serious look, he never expected I would have shown him support "it's ok I know it won't be easy but you'll heal not today tomorrow weeks months even years but you'll get there" I whispered patting him on the shoulder in a friendly manner.
Giovanni POV
Literally I just wanna rip out my hair and shout out are you serious right now are you fucking kidding me.
I was waiting on the right moment to come clean about everything but Alesha said about her past only crush me I knew I hurt her but not to the extent that she'd give up on love I had our future planned out how one thing can ruin everything if I told her who I am she's bound to rip my balls off she has a terrible temper when she's angry and just imagine if I was to tell her everything.
Nothing hurts more than seeing the person you love hurting especially when you're the cause but now that she's here near me only causing me the desire to keep her safe to protect her even more with everything I got.
"Gio" Alesha called out "sorry you said something," I asked "I was asking what was she like if you don't mind me asking" she repeat quietly like she was unsure if she should have asked Alesha's eyes mirrored with sadness her eyes are like windows to the soul, as her eyes reflect just that.
Alesha's always been a sensitive person who tries to see the good in others "prefect was the best word to describe her she was more than just perfect I can't think of a word that suits her nor was it found in the dictionary" I told her. Alesha's face lit up as she positioned her legs beneath her so she's sitting on them.
As she listens attentively about me telling her about the girl that captured the monster's heart.
"She'd light up any room once she's inside her smile always melts my soul when I'm with her she made me feel like I can conquer the world she was just too good to be with me she was like an angel and I'm the devil's child I always thought that I wasn't worthy of her love or to be loved by her" I paused just reliving the moments we shared.
I feel a warm hand on mine meeting her warm brown eyes that glisten with happiness "you don't have to if you don't want to" Alesha acknowledge rubbing my hand in a comforting manner shaking my head so naïve and adorable "no it's ok" I said as I continued.
"She gave me the kind of feelings people write in those romantic novels whenever we're together, I swear I couldn't love her more than I do, and yet I know I will tomorrow she always proved me wrong never seems to amaze me".
"I'm in love with her smile, her voice, her laugh, her eyes but most definitely of all, I am in love with her" I finished "awe you guys were so epic like the perfect love story" Alesha beam you should know because it's all about you.
After seeing Alesha after all these years I honestly thought she'd recognize me I know I've changed a little muscular over the years but she didn't change much besides maturing.
Even my cerulean eyes that she was so fond of always saying they're the rarest blue like the ocean when they're calm but dark at the same time, and if that wasn't a slap to the face this one sure is even my scent that she'd trail just to find me wherever I am in the house I still smelt the same did she moved on and forget about me.
I couldn't help but reach out for her pulling her to my chest at first she freeze but relax burying my face in the croak of her neck inhaling her marvelous scent but this time she didn't smell like her, she smells more like me which brought a smile to my face.
Just like she normally does whenever she comes over I would have brought her the most expensive brands of shower gels or body wash shampoos she would rather use mine because she wants to smell like me but I wasn't complaining I like smelling myself on her like my imprint claiming her as my own.
"Thank you," I said loving the way my lips brushed tenderly against her neck the need to kiss her was crushing on me like a heavyweight but as soon as the thought came I pushed it back.
"For what?" Alesha asks pulling back to sit straight my hands inching toward to pull her back, her question lingers in the air for what "choosing me loving me showing even the devil himself can be tamed" those answers were at the tip of my tongue to tell her.
But instead "for listening" I decided to say as I continue "I'll have to leave shortly for work but I promise you I'll call you whenever I can" I mentioned watching her smile fall and she sigh nodding her head "promise" she replied "am a man of my word Alesha" I said she moved a little off the seat just to wrap her arms around my waist wrapping my arms around her tightly fearing to lose her.
"Am gonna miss you Gio" she mentioned, "I'm gonna miss you more sweetheart" I state placing a kiss on her forehead longer than I intended to we pulled away "I better get going" she mumbled saying our goodbyes watching her leaving only time will tell when I'll get to hold her again.