It was raining very hard in London. Alvaro felt the atmosphere was so very cold when he began to remember the figure of Ayunda in his life. He couldn't look back at Ayunda's figure. Her tears fell instantly.
"God, why is all this so hard for me to get used to without him?" Alvaro was speechless. He also still hasn't told Ayunda's family. He is very close to Ayunda's family, especially to her mother. She couldn't bear to see a woman crying when she lost her child.
"I can't be here because it's too hard for me. God, how can I live a life without him? Should I go to see him one last time?" Alvaro started to shed tears slowly. He felt unable to remember something beautiful but now all that was left were tears.
Alvaro felt his chest tighten when he remembered the figure of Ayunda in his life. He could not imagine if he had to lose Ayunda.