"If you were to be reborn in a novel or game, what world would you like to enter into?"

I smiled when I read a question from a friend of mine in an online forum. It's just a forum where we share what we love without anyone looking down on us.

"I'm clear, Action Fantasy."

"Otome games"

"Harem! Harem!"

I laughed at their answers. So cliché. Well, other people would also think if given the chance they'd want that, right, making for a challenging story with a happy ending, like most of the other main characters.

"How about you Jess?"

My brow furrowed, to be honest I didn't want to say anything, because if I was given the chance I wouldn't know what I would do. Living just once has made me—ah I don't want to talk about that. Too painful for me.

"If Jessica, definitely wants to enter the world of BL, she's Fujo."

BL huh? It's fun. It's just, I'm the unlucky girl when it comes to boys. I don't know when it started, but I started to stay away from guys (especially those who like me) after I graduated from high school. That's what I thought, in fact it has happened since I was in the 4th grade of elementary school. Moreover-

"No, because none of the girls in BL stories have happy endings."

I took a deep breath. Why do I remember those memories again huh? It's been 10 years since I was reborn into this world, and I still remember that.

"Violet, are you daydreaming again? We'll pick up your uncle at the station. He'll be here soon."

I turned to my mother who still looked pale. I'm Violetta La Perret, the only daughter of a doctor in this small town. Well, that was my name after being reborn, to be honest I don't remember what my name was in my previous life, all my memories are blurry, to be more precise I really don't want to remember. There are many things I want to forget, I think this place is indeed the right place to escape.

Then Jessica? It's just my name in online forums, which idiot uses his real name in online communities? It's too dangerous.

I don't have to worry about things like trying to beat the main character or anything. Because of my appearance, long wavy light brown hair with a height and weight like the average girl in this village. I am beautiful enough to be considered a country flower. But that's just an extra's standard of beauty.

According to experience as well as what I've learned about this world, I don't have to worry about my future. There are no death threats or signs that the main character is in this village. I will live this life normally.

"Mom, I told you to rest right. I will pick up uncle and the village head later. After all, is the uncle of such an important person? He's just an ordinary soldier in the Empire."

I gave my mother a drink, she was sick after giving birth to me. Luckily my father is a doctor, so we were able to treat him.

"It's not your uncle that matters, it's the people he brings with him to take care of."

I turned to my mother who seemed to be muttering something.

"Did mom say something?"

"No, get ready. It's not good to make the village chief wait for you too long.

I nodded and took my mother back to her room.

"Take good care of yourself when I'm not at home, okay? Don't force yourself to go out. You can eat the food that is on the table."

"You're always exaggerating, mommy is fine."

It's true, I'm considered too much when it comes to my family. Even in my previous life I was like this.

"I'll go first Mom."

I rode a horse carriage parked in front of my uncle's house. There was already the village headman and also my father. There is not much to see in this village, there are only forests and vast grasslands. Also the plantation owned by my uncle's employer. But that's what makes it like a real fantasy world. Very beautiful.

"Violet wake up, we're here."

"Humph! They will pick me up with honor he said? Look at this princess sleeping in such a vulgar manner. They really want to dump me."

I blinked and vaguely saw a boy with short curly brown hair and bangs that covered part of his forehead. He resembled someone I admired, but his arrogance irritated me.

That's how I met him for the first time.