It hurts, I want it to end. Please, just end this hell already.

What did I do to deserve this?

Is that mom? Mom? Can you hear me?

Where am I? My vision is getting blurry as I mutter all that I can to my mom, "Mom... I'm scared." I muttered, am I pathetic? It's getting harder to breathe, my head hurts and I am seeing things.

I wish I was never born in this world, I wish I was healthy. I haven't done anything to deserve this fate.

Is this what it's like? To be on your death bed, and not be able to do anything?

I've laid still in this hospital gown, in this rough bed for my entire life as I watched my parents grieve in despair at the thought I would pass.

I love you mom, dad. You too, sis.

I can hear my parents crying as the beeping slowly fades and hits a flatline.

It's strange, I hear the flatline, yet I can still see. I... I'm sleepy.

My vision is slowly fading, my body goes numb as I can do nothing but accept my fate. I'm glad I died now instead of having to suffer more later.

If... If by some chance, I may be reborn, maybe I can live happily, and healthily. My dream home has always been one of those modern houses with a greenhouse in the backyard, along with an indoor pool.

Perhaps dying now is the painless way, but not the fun way.

If I could choose the way I die, then I would choose to die of old age.

I've always gotten giddy at the idea of dying in my dream home, in my dream bed, by my dream wife.

But, of course, life isn't fair. Life spares no mercy for the poor nor the rich, all lives are the same to it. No matter how good you may be, no matter how much you do good, we're all same in the end. We all die, either way, it is ridiculous, the very thought of living the perfect life with the love of your life.

Everything goes wrong in the end, sometimes it goes wrong quicker for others than you, or perhaps the reverse.

If... If I could have another chance, human or not, I would live my life to the fullest.

And if I am reborn, then perhaps I'll be reborn in one of those 'cultivation worlds' with those jade beauties that hypnotize everyone with their beauty, and those arrogant young masters, can't forget about them.

Or maybe I'll be reborn in an anime world, with those big-tittied waman and sadistic little flat-chested women, what were they called? I can't remember. If I'm reborn, maybe it'll be as a super overpowered slime! Like that one cartoon from Japan. Could even be as a ruler of a great tomb! A skeleton with a large jewel in his stomach! What was that one called again? Oh well, I'm dead anyway.

That would be the life... Just... Imagine that.

Mom, Dad, if I see you again, I'll hug you so hard I'll push the breath right of ya'!

I'm getting cold now... I wish, with all my heart... That I may be reborn. If theres a god out there, I'm begging you. Let me live once again, let me be healthy! Let me be able to use these four limbs you gave me! Let me take care of myself, and others. If you... Hear me... Please? And... This might be being greedy, but take care of my parents, please? Don't let them be too sad over my death.